INTROSPECTION - do you think God is aware of your existence, out of all creation in the Universe?

Having such an opinion clearly speaks of lack of attention and insecurities. It is normal to have the such in a sick society always on the prowl to disempower you, the choice however is whether one chooses to stick to this mindset of self-sabotage, or seek improvement of own life. The more successful one becomes, the more hate they attract. Successful people don't have time for God, or for thinking they'd be a favorite of God. It's a distraction for narcissitic people. If you bow down in honor of what you've been given, that is to creation in general, irrespective of what name, shape and form you give it. Poor people have time for distractions because they themselves disallow themselves from that time, spending it by thinking constantly of others. Victimisation is a huge energy consumer and really requires one to be busy.