INTROSPECTION - few people who got close to me wondered: Can I love? Am I capable of that? Pantheism

As a pantheist being, should I ever love someone, it would mean giving up on everyone and everything else. "Love ownership" is not my thing. Whether the human mind can comprehend this or not is not my problem. Been like this and will be like this. People who expect me to love them will probably feel pissed. After all, if you don't give someone your full attention you're a "cheater". Only possessive people think like that. I don't have time for such cheesy games. One has to realise they are a part of the whole. And they will be loved as part of the whole. If it is incomprehensible, so many other parts of me will be. So there will be no understanding. Just a loss of time. For both sides.