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Baal. Sharing a personal note and a song with you all..
(Thank you beloved sister Ami D'Artagnan 👩🦱🦅
Mother sets the clocks ahead now for many years.
Drives me nuts...
She knows she does not have the self control to see a real clock...
Still....
You have nailed it.
It is a PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE NEED FOR CONTROL..
It is always the same script...
Exact revenge on others...
No cooperation...
No Peace.
No forgiveness..
Period!
I am living with a Pavel..
This is one reason why I care about him so strongly.
This one just happens to be my own Mother.
I do not pray for her passing..
But I think it would help many others.
My concern is that she has lived a life of self inflicted Misery.
Come on Ami, no one has ever hurt us very deeply, right?
We only forgive the small little cuts....
We have never had to endure deep wounds.
This is my point:
Mother has no compassion for you or me or others in the INCREDIBLE hurts we have forgiven.
This is what concerns me....
Her hurts are so LARGE in her mind that she does not identify with anyone else.
I don't want to be a jerk, but you and I have suffered much worse...
Most people would not forgive what we have experienced.
Still, she will not forgive her little hurts.
I have tried Everything I can with prayer and nothing is working.
Tough Love, gentle Love, taking her to meet my beloved friends...
It is truly sad..
Even my most beloved friends and family once alive have all banned her.
They tell me not to bring her again...
Once family reunions invited me, but they said I could not bring her...
So... I did not go to the reunions.
My friends also said I cannot bring her...
I do not know exactly why...
But my closest friends said she talked filth about me and did not want her around...
I have one remaining uncle and he invites me, but I am not allowed to bring my own Mother....
So.. I do not go.
Please read this Carefully if you wish...
Baal creates Destruction between a Mother and Child.
I think it is either a lifelong worship with this creature and her, or else a mental illness.
Mother proclaims Jesus Christ as Almighty, but has no Testimony...
When I ask her to testify, Rage is the response.
Complete Rage!
I Love my Mother just as Much as I do You, the Musketeers and even Pavel...
Please pray for my Mother...
She needs to pass on in peace.
I need to get on my way to meet my brothers and sisters.
Our Lord Jesus has a specific plan for each of us.)
All The Glory to God Almighty Creator Jesus.
Pray for Humanity if you are inclined.
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