my faith has always been greater than ____

i know i have motor ticks
my soul is trying to escape my body
i wish i could make it stop but alas
only God knows...
idle nature due to the massive amt of thoughts toppling over
medicine vs medisin
i do hate pharmies with a passion
that one being me...
just gimme time and i'll sway yer opinion
they're too far gone, man
i know exactly what i'm doin and why i'm doin it
nobody has to explain all the ways that i am purposely inconveniencing myself
that's THEIR belief system
just keep fuckin believin it, man
only the surface level, never the root
don't fix the root, produce bad fruit