if the world likes it, i'm in trouble

i tell myself a lotta things
head space nut case
i am good at it cos i have to do it
no choice in the matter
the way i envision it is never what happens
i feel like shit for a min but then the min is over with
i have to wait and be patient to be proud of myself
i just caught myself almost swearing
swear words aren't the problem but no more blasphemy
it's not God's fault that things are fucked up
He is part of it in so many ways
been workin in food service for so long...
one helluva excuse
i can catch myself if i really want to
motivation is the problem
God's got me covered but still...
gotta be better than i was yesterday
trying to do things different always ends up with me getting in my own way
it's funny that we go back to this chord progression
a human being on planet earth
very different and very perturbed
tempted to tweak all the idiosyncratic behaviors that make you you
you can't expect anyone to understand
how much of this is me and/or is voluntary
try to make the most out of it and sculpt it to my liking and not the world's
where would i be if there wasn't no rubble
i do like being in trouble
i try to have a good time
i used be depressed and decided to just have more fun with this
"condition"
they want it to be a disability
no 4th A fuck em
loving family members right
they don't have solutions to problems
we trust these people without solutions
they teach you nothin
self-actualization made possible by walking around talking to yourself
nobody wants to be the person talking to themselves
taking a drink at that specific moment
well...if we took that seriously we'd be very concerned *i watched this over and over it was so well timed (but that's cos i know myself)
becuz we know what we know...
emotional intelligence begets interpersonal comraderie
ag's bff: ag
Yes God still loves you (short n sweet)
God hates fags remember that shit
i dunno anyone's eternal status
speculations is all
they don't have any say but they still say a lot
it ain't just america that's goin down
so shocking and never happens
the man in my head is always sarcastic w/ me
we always come back around to the original thing
trolling is a total waste of time
now they're gonna be that way only angry and bitter
now they're gay AT you, purposely
gayish people will go liberal due to this
i don't vibe with western society
lgb(noT)ally prior to comedy and now i wanna direct them back to the closet
i am attracted to women but...
social liberalism=power of suggestion
i don't think we are in touch with ourselves anymore
it's just an existential crisis is all
if it ain't positive for kids then it's wrong
we don't have "rights"
we have it cos we believe it