Wage Slave Realization. Live Magic Mushroom Trip Report. I Must Escape.

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THIS IS A EDUCATIONAL DOCUMENTARY CREATED STRICTLY FOR HARM REDUCTION PURPOSES.
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On Saturday night 13th November 2021, I decided to take 4 dried grams of Liberty Cap Magic Mushrooms (Psilocybin) alone on an empty stomach.
It came on very fast & I could feel the potential of the dose, but It remained pretty mundane for the first hour or so. I almost regretted my decision as I became very tired & noticed how abused my body was feeling due to long shifts & lack of rest. I decided to lay in bed, knowing that I would have no choice but to remain awake thinking for 6 or more hours.
After a while, I decided to listen to Terence McKenna - The Weirdest Tales
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cn9cSBCQ5BA
I highly recommend listening, especially while tripping. This completely changed my mood & my thoughts started racing at super speed, I listened for probably 35 mins while contemplating existence, visuals were mild as I've done mushrooms a lot, & I mean a lot, they seem to become harder to distinguish the more I do them. While all this is going on my subconscious begins arising to the surface & the existential thoughts about what I'm going to do with my life become stronger & harder to ignore. I had no choice but to stop listening to Terrence & explore these intense feelings that were arising. I continued to think intensely for 20 minutes or so & I realized all I've done for the past year is work nonstop, I of course already knew this, but I never fully realized I was wasting my life, running myself into the ground, forgetting my dreams & aspirations & just selling my soul to a corporation & system that doesn't serve me. Then without thinking I picked up my phone with anger coursing through my veins & hit record, feeling id had a rude awakening & been shot in the face with a hard truth, & this is what you see now.
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0:00 - Intro
6:16 - Live Realization & Trip Report
48:11 - Conclusion & Outro