My journey and remembering of CSA #3: MDMA assisted therapy 2.1 (of 2.6)

Dear men and women,
In this video there is the first 55 minutes of footage from my second MDMA journey/treatment. There will be 6 parts detailing the complete journey so you can see for yourself how it all unfolds.

It has been rather.... draining and unsettling in ways - going through the footage again, in the into/outro sections I'm a little bit of a mess, and when part of my experience is seemingly screaming for me not to put this out there - so I must be ok with putting it out there warts 'n all.

I've made more than reasonable attempts to protect the identity of the facilitator/guide who has since betrayed me.

Please watch #1 and #2 before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on. This is really where it gets interesting IMO, the first 25 minutes or so start fairly slowly, but I do think it's worth watching it all the way through. So you can see the medicine helps my body to unfold and replay what I had carried for so long.

(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago)

WARNING: In this video I use footage from my first treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child, some my find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.

Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.

Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/

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