b e g o t t e n 自杀 - (life cycle) - 生命週期 (FULL VISUAL ALBUM)

Tracklist:
1. (longing) - 渴望
2. (love) - 真愛
3. (birth) - 分娩
4. (life) - 生活
5. (sickness) - 疾病
6. (desperation) - 絕望
7. (depression) - 蕭條
8. (suffering) - 痛苦
9. (bonus track) - 怎样
10. (bonus track 2) - 切割

"If love is a gift then I am luckier than most
I am showered with more than anyone could hope
Only I cannot accept them with open arms or a smile
I push everyone away from me, neverending denial

It hurts to exist
It is painful to live
My wrists show the struggle of my emptiness

Just once I want to express myself right
To be honest to those who deserve so and cry
To bleed my own blood not for me, not my life
But someone who needs it, just once before I die
No more lies...

And when I'm gone from this life, I'll look down in surpise
The world keeps on turning, not a cloud in the sky
Without me it's better and less filled with hate
Because now I am gone, buried deep in a grave." - b e g o t t e n 自杀

Download here:https://geometriclullaby.bandcamp.com/album/life-cycle