illegitimate child and i approve this msg

if i'm not crying i'm laughing
visa versa
or i'm singing
feel sorry for those that don't have this creative outlet
they choose to forget why they exist
supposed to create cos we're made in God's image
i pity em that reject this
we will win every single argument
on top of being a woman of God that's only saved by Grace
3 nails are what has put me in this place
i feel so stupid when i do this but FUCKIN DO IT
i get excited and fuck it up
i rock back n forth, it's a schizo thing i'm sure
been out for awhile
i love being schizo, a contrite spirit is good
stuff we cry about hahahaha
oh! the past life that we can't take back
all they do is lie cos they have eve syndrome
what was my original point, damnit
so many feelings, at least i don't project them
so many thoughts so i gotta dumb myself down
weed makes you more tolerable
so many things to still be grateful for
too easy to lie to myself
amay you're full of shit, hey at least i don't lie to everyone else
can't even succeed at lying at myself
so grateful that i never took pills to get by
you love your pharmies, tvs, french fries, sporting events
protest rally, pepper alley for the elite
i try to forget that this is happening
blame everyone in the world for my cannabis use
everybody does sumin to escape this world
you still win, bitch...you have God
you realize things that are true and good about your spirit when on various psychedelics
looking at what's happening
my first booster shot for malaria or some other bullshit
all to get into a govt school
obvious not to most
i can't help but talk too much, i'm sari vortex