Worse part of my adult life, I'M RICH and New Years Resolution!

I wanted to put this out there due to I'm sure this isn't one of those topics everyone talks about or even wants to talk about and I know many people are dealing with it especially when you start getting yourself into any type of business.
I for sure feel like i know what the rappers are talking about when they say that the money didn't change them, it change the people around them! But at least the rappers are making money right? I'm getting treated like i'm rich and i'm only gaining assets value and no money and having to spend more!! haha

There is just so much to talk about here that I couldn't possibly get it all into one video. I have so much more that I can say and add too this but it's already over an hour long.

Another issue that I'm having with my older brother is since i was gone he had started controlling what he does here at my house and my parents can't control him. He is pissed that I'm back and that I made him move some of his stuff off the property and not letting him use it as he had plans. Hint, why he thinks i need to control everything.. wtf, it's my shit you f meth headed bitch.

Also I wanted to point out when I say friends and family, friends as childhood friends, most of my friends that i have gained as an adult and through the army are good people and for sure don't treat me this way.

Another huge issue that i'm having from this is that it's really has made be a salty person and I feel i always have to protect myself, even when I'm meeting new people that I'll put a guard and be an asshole due to what my family and friends have put me through over the years with always wanting something from me. I have notice myself doing it when I'm out and someone says something about hearing how well i'm doing and it must be nice... And really, it's not nice and i'm not always doing well...

Anyways hoping for 2020 to be a better year!