Dealing with family rejection

Since becoming a Christian, my family has disowned me. I prayed about it and God put it on my heart to plan a visit to see my mom even if it meant being persecuted. I was told not to come unless I followed her rules about my speech about God or Trump. That it wouldn't be tolerated. My own family wants to censor me so the trip is off. They didn't like me before, and they don't like me now. I look to Jesus to give me the emotional strength and to break my chains from this pain of rejection. 💔