orkambi log 2020.04.15.1129

i didn't make any log yesterday. i find it difficult for me to do anything. this feels like the problem i've been facing for years now. i essentially have my health right now. i do my treatments every morning and evening, i take my orkambi and everything seems to be going well right now. i've been feeling good. but for some reason, i feel demoralized. i feel like i don't have a reason to do anything. i've been watching youtube and playing minecraft for several weeks now. that's all i've been doing. there's all sorts of other things on my computer i'm able to do, and i never bother. things just don't connect in my brain to turn ideas into actions. i've been like this for years. it feels like i run into a wall when i try doing anything different. i woke up around 1130 today. even though i got up around 930 and had a 5 hour energ shot, i went back to sleep. i suppose that means i really needed the sleep, and at least 1130 is earlier that 1. right now i'm going to take my morning orkambi, then do albuteral, salmterol, pulmazyme, and tobi.