orkambi log 2020.04.20.0253

i haven't made a log in a while. i can't get my head together. it's just been stuck on repeat for days now. i've been having a problem with night paranoia. i've been having trouble remembering to do anything, or caring to do the things i remember. i've been able to cut out a lot of carbs, my glucose levels are pretty steady, being around 250 in the morning and a little over 300 in the evenings. however it seems as though the lack of carbs is hindering cognitive processes. i'm still very uncomfortable with the idea of taking insulin, so right now the plan is that i've ordered some potassium pills that will arive on the 23rd, and i'll see what i can do then to get back to a more balanced diet and insulin.