Christianity? Why Fear Disease or Death Instead of Hell? Depression/Suicidal?

Many people think they believe in Jesus and will go to heaven when they die. I was one of them. I became suicidal for nine months in June 2004. It was the most horrible pain of betrayal and thinking of ways to end my life. But God showed me how to be born again (John 3), and I have never been the same. It isn't just thinking you are a Christian, you must BE a Christian which is being a Christ-like person or a Christ follower. God hates hypocrites who call Him Lord, Lord, but do not obey His commands. His commands are for our good, and the narrow road is hard to find, but the reward is eternal life and heaven.

Now is the time to repent and be born again. After the true statistics of the virus which is a lot of lies, please pause on each page of the gospel tract and read it carefully. Your life depends on it since no one knows what day they are going to die. Without justification and reconciliation to your Father in heaven, you will spend eternity in hell for torment, and I plead with you not to go there.

Thank you for taking the time to watch. You are prayed for.

The length of the video turned out to be 29:49- 2949 Strong's concordance means "tenderly cared for" in Hebrew and in Greek- the waves:
Discipleship Tested

18Now when Jesus saw a crowd around Him, He gave orders to depart to the other side [of the sea]. 19Then a scribe came and said to Him, "Teacher, I will follow You wherever You go." 20Jesus said to him, "The foxes have holes and the birds of the air [have] nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay His head." 21Another of the disciples said to Him, "Lord, permit me first to go and bury my father." 22But Jesus said to him, "Follow Me, and allow the dead to bury their own dead."

23When He got into the boat, His disciples followed Him. 24And behold, there arose a great storm on the sea, so that the boat was being covered with the waves; but Jesus Himself was asleep. 25And they came to [Him] and woke Him, saying, "Save [us], Lord; we are perishing!" 26He said to them, "Why are you afraid, you men of little faith?" Then He got up and rebuked the winds and the sea, and it became perfectly calm. 27The men were amazed, and said, "What kind of a man is this, that even the winds and the sea obey Him?"Matthew 8

Jesus Walks on the Water

22Immediately He made the disciples get into the boat and go ahead of Him to the other side, while He sent the crowds away. 23After He had sent the crowds away, He went up on the mountain by Himself to pray; and when it was evening, He was there alone. 24But the boat was already a long distance from the land, battered by the waves; for the wind was contrary. 25And in the fourth watch of the night He came to them, walking on the sea. 26When the disciples saw Him walking on the sea, they were terrified, and said, "It is a ghost!" And they cried out in fear. 27But immediately Jesus spoke to them, saying, "Take courage, it is I; do not be afraid."

28Peter said to Him, "Lord, if it is You, command me to come to You on the water." 29And He said, "Come!" And Peter got out of the boat, and walked on the water and came toward Jesus. 30But seeing the wind, he became frightened, and beginning to sink, he cried out, "Lord, save me!" 31Immediately Jesus stretched out His hand and took hold of him, and said to him, "You of little faith, why did you doubt?" 32When they got into the boat, the wind stopped. 33And those who were in the boat worshiped Him, saying, "You are certainly God's Son!"Matthew 14