December 7, 2021

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M and J into it about TV volume, Joel Osteen about "not wearing a mask" (used to mean being honest with God, but not the best phrasing)

(meanwhile I have to pretend everything is good so I don't look "ungrateful" and get everything I need taken away in the most painful way possible, rather than actually figuring out what (else) is wrong with me and solving anything)

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