Dr. Vladimir Zelenko: No one can live forever, we cannot decide how to die, but we can decide how to live

My advice is:

Cherish your sense of autonomy, which God has given you. If you are awakened, it is because God thinks you have unfinished business. I think the world will be redeemed and healed by goodness and righteousness, so don't flinch even when the knife is at your neck. I feel the knife on my neck now, but I am still hopeful.