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My Son Died Less than 1.5 Years Ago, He Told me many things, hear this one!
I woke one morning in recent months having heard my Sun (son) who has left earth less than 1.5 years ago saying something to me: "I am going to bring her halfway around the world."
My son's partner of nearly 5 years, Christina had no plans of travel, she lives in LA and is also in grief like I am: it has affected our lives in a profound way. She knows me though and she has lived with me and visited three times.
She messaged me that her Grandfather died less than a month ago and that her mother was putting together a trip to The Philippines. She and I talk quite often and share pictures through the inbox and she sent me one of her in India before she arrived in The Philippines and then last night, she messaged me from Qatar! A place my son had always wanted to go visit! I reminded her that Zahwa had a wish to go there!
HE HAD BROUGHT HER HALF-WAY AROUND THE WORLD. I am amazed at how well he and I communicate and I am thankful for how I was raised which was very very different than 99.9% of people today. Grandma was friends with Dr. Ian Stevenson and I grew up expecting that this is a part of the life cycle.
My Sun (son) has brought me many things I needed: to get out of Cloquet, sell the house, get out of that toxic space where I was renting professional space for my business, the bus, puppy from Pablo and there is way more!
Many times when I felt so alone without him, as it had been he and I all those years just us, he reminded me that he on the way and that I will see.
I believe that I am one of the very last remaining who has this extensive experience of hearing The Ancestors, sensing, and lives with TV, microwave, hair dye, fingernail junk, who truly turns to nature and moves away from Industry. I don't trust the narrative today and I haven't for a long time.
We had people like me, Shamans, and Medicine Woman that eventually became Temple Priestesses who oversaw with wisdom our shared communities; not today. I want that back! Where experience, maturity, right relations, study, research, perseverance matter.
I received a message last night, I fell asleep from 9-10 on the couch, a rare thing for me even now with moving forward knowing that timing and balance is everything and he showed me an image and I heard clearly what he said. "Momma, you're close."
Thank you for joining me, we will get there!
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