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Excerpt: As previously mentioned, my life had changed dramatically since the trip to Europe and especially after speaking with the blue eyed man...

Excerpt: Within a week of having this vision of God, I had another similar experience, but this time with Christ. Just as before, I was laying in bed just trying to sleep, when again I felt something like a dematerializing...

Excerpt: Not long after that fateful meeting, as I was laying in bed one night to fall asleep my body began to electrify. It was like being plugged into an electrical force, similar to licking a 9v battery...

Excerpt: During this time period, I had been listening to the latest albums by several of my favorite bands, which all had a very different vibe than their earlier works, yet to each other they were very similar...

Excerpt: The weeks following this meeting continued to be very intense, as the internal energy waves continued to build up, carrying me higher and higher, only to come crashing back down...

Excerpt: Now that you have my assessment of this conversation, I must backtrack, as there were still a few things left that he wanted to show me. Standing in front of his computer, he closed down the browser window

excerpt: The man with the blue eyes continued to tell me more about himself, confiding that he was a part of a group called something like..

Excerpt: A fateful meeting By the time I finally found the right street and pulled up to the house, it was around 4 in the afternoon. It was a cute blue single story ranch, on the smaller side. I got out, grabbed my backpack, and walked up to knock on the front door. Soon enough, a slender African American man, maybe in his 60's, opened the door grinning...

Text: Contact – Part 2 A more mellow guitar chord rang out then, to begin a new song. This one came on slow, like the first sun rays of dawn creeping out over a frozen horizon...

Excerpt: One of the classes in which I was enrolled was creative writing. On the last day of the semester, my teacher made an announcement...

Now that I'm getting more familiar with my tools, I've republished the intro to my audiobook Gen X Awakening Part 1 – Intro V2

It's about time for another musical intermission – this one a tribute to the great Nine Inch Nails and a foreshadowing to the road up ahead.

Excerpt - My father drove down and picked me up from the airport. During the ride home, I tried telling him about my trip, but was struggling with my words, which were not...

Excerpt: Finally, Spring break arrived and it was time to set out on my journey. I packed up my carry-on with a few days of clothes and some personal items...

Abiding in the dynamos of this world, its surface tension torments me not. Through centuries they have been here. Through centuries they will persist. Connection with the earth grows stronger as being out in nature opens the doorway to her bounty, her inner spiritual resources. Without it we are nothing, as the unpotted plant dries and withers without its roots buried in dirt. Do you not see the correlation between the plants and yourself? Harmony is achieved through immersing yourself in the earth. Playing outdoors, the way children used to do. Working outdoors is our grown-up equivalent. Protect yourself by doing this. Certainly the Gospel of Christ is written in everything produced by God. Mother nature is not outside of God's goodly sphere of influence. Rejuvenation, Revelation and Revolution comes through mankinds's reconnecting with nature at this time. Go fishing, go in the ocean, start a garden, start planting, work with the elements and you become them. Work not only with the devices of man. Please speak with your heart. Take a breath and reconsider paranoid or anxious words. Do a deed a day for another person, however small. These small items add up to purify and transform one's inner spiritual being and essence.

There are dynamos of this earth, related to various elements of it, rock, trees, air, similar to the creation story in Tolkein's book The Simarillion....

Excerpt: In my spare time, I continued to work out a new framework so that I could live my life differently, and hopefully climb out of the abyss I had heaved myself into...

Today's Forecast: - Today's aches and sorrows will be turned into joys and inspirations of tomorrow - Saw god's grace flowing down from heaven, flowing into this planet and filling it back up where it deserves to be - Elden Ring - we are all tarnished, searching for our lost sites of grace where we can and be restored and rejuvenated - Concepts of heaven have made it into that game - We all need to pray and meditate on God's grace coming into us, restoring our faith and the planet - My advice - I deleted the majority of my news channels this year as a new year's resolution. I still see and hear things, but It has really been helpful for changing the record of my life, getting the needle off of one record and onto a new one that's been entirely more productive, and one where I am hearing from heaven more which is more truthful and inspiring than constant news.

Excerpt: "Shortly after my day of reckoning, there was another person who reached out and was also kind and did not show judgment...

And so began my new life of contemplation. Without any wheels, I didn't have much else to do besides thinking about things and focusing...

Excerpt: Like an echo of that last evening at school, I awoke initially unburdened by the horrors of the night before. But again, as the...

Excerpt - "Oh fuck" I thought as my entire being clenched in panic. I dropped the task at hand and bolted back to my car, hearing voices calling behind me...

Second musical intermission, preceding chapter 2.

Excerpt: Upon my unexpected return home, my parents were certainly not happy to hear I had been screwing up, but still graciously offered...

Musical Intermission prior to Chapter 1.