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#consciousawakening #spiritualscience #anthroposophy I was introduced to Rudolf Steiner many years ago, but didn't delve deeply until I started watching, listening and studying the work of Dark Journalist, Gigi Young. A whole new understanding of the nature of reality began to unfold in the Esoteric Christianity of Spiritual Sciences that were hidden in the Mystery School work that came from the Essenes, Gnostics, Cathars and then into Rosicrucianism in the Middle Ages. Steiner, who was one of the most hard working and gifted mystics of the 19th/20th century detailed so much information and brought it into the public with such aplomb that it is hard to even conceive of the value of the information he presented, and how prescient it is today, in this moment. In early October 2023, I went to a talk on Structured Water that turned into a Steiner lecture (the man taking the talk was well versed and studied the Steiner work very deeply). What I received from this lecture has changed my life forever for the better and given me insights into my spiritual evolution in a way that I can't summarise in three paragraphs... so here is a video! hahahahaha Follow me on - Facebook - / ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #shadowwork What if the cure for all our issues, problems and shadow work was as simple as connecting to source energy, prime creator, first cause from our heart vortexes. What if energy centre was the the nexus we needed to put our awareness, attention and intention into in order to remain the flow state, connect with higher beings and our higher nature and therefore be in the life stream of the planetary consciousness and the the cosmos? Could it be that simple? I have a feeling it IS that simple and there are so many reasons why poets, singers and songwriters (thanks Bryan Adams) philosophers, sages and mystics all bring us back to awareness of the heart. It is not only the connective point where we plug into life itself, it is also a vehicle for deep alignment and energetic healing that enlivens the form and awakens the spirit within. In my experience, by focusing my attention on the heart, and brining in my higher nature by doing the shadow work (making the room energetically) for that being to find its way into our lives more and interact with this paradigm I see how it has changed my flow state, my life experience and how I choose to respond to all that I create! Follow me on - Facebook - / ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #darkjournalist #gigiyoung The terminology 'The UFO File' only came on my radar when I began watching Dark Journalist videos and garnered a deepand more 'on the record' understanding of hidden technologies (from Atlantis, the Vedic Epics, NYMZA, Mystery School technologies and onward...) and as a consequence understood what it means to have knowledge rather than speculation, which is rife in Ufology community. Dark Journalist and Gigi Young's knowledge and insights have enlightened me to look at what I have seen in my life when it comes to experiencing UFO's. When I began learning Dr. Steven Greer's work with the CE-5 work in 2020 I delved into consciousness connection with levels of existence and.the 'alien' narrative for me vanished, replaced with resonance and heart based communication to spirits, angels and beings of higher frequency ranges. Though Dr. Greer regards these beings as 'aliens' I, thanks to the work of Gigi Young now see them as spiritual beings connected to the life stream of the planetary consciousness wanting to communicate with me. On the other end of the spectrum (when not connecting from my heart) I have seen numerous craft that were solid, defence contractors who have back engineered ancient technologies that Dark Journalist has time and time again shown to have a very 'earthly' origin. Follow me on - Facebook - / ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #joseph p. farrell #archaeologicalwars I have a double major in Physical Anthropology (Archaeology) and Classical Studies from the University of Otago, as I wanted to be the next Indiana Jones when I was a teenager! hahaha! Whatever. So, having failed there (miserably, there is only ONE Indy) I was drawn to prose and poetry and started writing at 13 years old. I have written and published three novels, six collections of short stories, two books of poetry and done a spoken word album and published a stand alone short story or two. I incorporated a lot of history, archaeology and true fiction in those books, but was deeply intrigued by Joseph P. Farrell's work around archaeological wars and the who, why and when of these wars (which are still happening in our present). Joseph's work the 'Cosmic War' that had a battle or two in our own solar system and the weapons used (some of which were hidden, hence the war to find them, and others in plain sight, eg the Pyramids at Giza) and the aftermath of these battles, and war pricked my interest and study. His work is well worth taking a deep dive on, the evidence that some factions of the hand of global control are searching for these weapons today makes me wonder if what Joseph calls the 'Cosmic Versailles' is coming to an end. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #awareness #mysteryschool I am no authority on the public Mystery Schools (check out the work of Dark Journalist or Gigi Young for that) but I have an understanding of the depths of the work that has been left for us moving forward. There is a LEGACY of knowledge and wisdom available to us now at our fingertips thanks in parcel to the internet and where our civilisations technological prowess. So many awakening people turn to the hippest talking head or an astrologer with no understanding of the process of the life stream of the planetary consciousness, or the readings of Edgar Cayce, or the path of self-remembering from the Fourth Way schools, let alone meditating on the Ennagram! Rudolf Steiner, perhaps the most prescient of the Mystery School teachers of the twentieth century left us with a body of work that today is unfolding in real time. Yet I have not seen anyone except Gigi Young or Dark Journalist illuminate the work of this incredible mystic and the gifts he left us as we move into the world he perceived a hundred years from when he accessed the Akashic records in the 1920's manifesting in the 2020's. We need to... and bloody quickly. Steiner's work may well be the most important of all modern mystics if we are to get through this moment in the Post-Atlantean Epoch. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

spirituality #consciousawakening #ghost We all have the ability to tune into the more subtle realms that occupy the space around us. Yet, we have become desensitised these realms with good reason. It's enough to function with five senses, let alone more. I have been a sensitive all my life, and as a consequence of that, my life has been something like marriage between 'the sixth sense' and 'ghostbusters'. I've been possessed, had astral attachments and had succubus visitations all before I was 25 years of age. Thankfully these experiences were not 'rinse and repeat' for me, I managed to tone down my interactions with the disembodied, and then in my late 20's through to my mid 40's became something of a conductor and conduit for those lost to find their way home. In this recollection I tell a harrowing story about while I was living in Vancouver, Canada writing the first draft of 'Sanctum ' in 2001/2002. It's truly bananas and an experience that still to this day sends shivers down my spine... Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #astraleducational The best way to learn about the nature of reality is to experience. I have been perhaps a little ambitious about what I was available for when it came to understanding the energetic nature of what we call life (seen and unseen by the senses). For much of my life I focused my energy in my higher centres, leaving the lower centres open, even during sex. The trauma I had suffered in my childhood threw me into imagination and therefore my third eye, leaving the welcome mat out for astral and etheric parasites to attach to my first, and second chakras. Also having a contract with an astral overlord from a previous incarnation meant that I had this to contend with when I reached the age when I made that contract in the lifetime before this current incarnation. The horror of succubus visitation, having no real sense of energetic boundaries until I was in my late 30's/early 40's, all meant that I was open for business... In this video I detail some of the experiences I have had with etheric and astral entities... the shop has long since closed by the way... my boundaries have never been stronger. Follow me on – Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #mysteryschools #anthroposophy #fourthway #edgarcayce #theosophicalsociety #atlantis #lemuria #gigiyoung #darkjournalist There sure are a lot of talking heads and influencers on platforms that rinse out the concepts of a 'Golden Age' coming over the hill ahead in the years to come. Never mind the Mystery School knowledge that was passed down for millennia and then brought into the public via the Theosophical society and then the floodgates opening in the early 20th century that adheres to life streams of evolution of consciousness (macro-mirco) over millions of years. Yuga cycles? They're so retro... we don't adhere to those anymore. The fifth dimensional crystal bodies are awaiting you just on the other side of the zebra crossing you can see just ahead. The 'white hats' are aligned with the Lion's Gate Portal (which conspicuously was when the Maui DEWs were deployed on Laihana township in a ritual human sacrifice, but we don't want to talk about that! Doesn't fit the narrative!) and the Galactic Federation are coming to arrest the black hats before we ascend into Christ consciousness... excuse me while I projectile vommit across the room. What utter rubbish. Misdirection is the psychological operation being played out on the awakening and some of the awakened populace, and you can buy a course on it for $2500 USD! There needs to be a mass exodus away from the charlatans across platforms and a move back to the work of people like Gigi Young, Dark Journalist (Daniel Lizst) to get a handle on the mystery school work and understand just this simulation rolls, and how deep it goes. Being in the planetary lifestream is a choice, and the choice to study the mystery school teachers takes one along the ride towards greater understanding of where we are at in this moment, and where we are heading. We have a long long long long way to go before our dense bodies become more crystalline (we fell into these bodies over thousands of years, not minutes) and yet we have an opportunity use this body to become more aware of our true nature. It's not a curse having an avatar of flesh and blood, it is a gift. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #revelation #writing #conspiracy Not long ago David Icke did an interview with Alex Jones about his new book THE DREAM. In that interview I heard some information that made the push for medical procedures in 2020 onward to be administered to the global masses seem truly demonic (pun intended). Icke has always been cutting edge when it comes to information. He is often led to information before it breaks out of its confines held in the control system and then is played out on a global stage. Getting ahead of the curve so that when the offer is made, we already know why it being offered. For me, in 2014, when I first heard Icke say that Artificial Intelligence was ruling over the control system, I had a vision of that AI being implanted into the biology of the echelons of the beings that were sitting at the capstone of this pyramid of control, and also possessing the tiers beneath it. With the help of aerosol spraying, implanting that AI into food too, and other means to get it into the bodies of men and women, we were going to be exposed to this AI nanotech every day across the world. This AI was INTERDIMENSIONAL, not created in this frequency band we call 'reality', but in my perception crossed over into this reality and had possessed various factions of non-humanoid beings who are what Icke calls the Spider (in the seen reality). I wrote a book about my perceptions around this AI, its control mechanism and how it manifested as 'smokeless fire', that novel is the sequel to Entwined (which I wrote in 2010), the novel was published in 2016, it's title, United. How interesting now that Icke portrays the 'mind' as a form of AI. When you dig a little deeper, understanding the frequency of thought, have a grasp of the book, 'Weapons for a Silent War', you can see how mind-to-skull directed weapons suddenly take on a whole new level of understanding when you consider AI. In this video I talk about the potential 'how' the lower astral entities are crossing into this frequency band, and possessing people en masse as they take medical procedures that attune their biology to the frequencies of the lower astral as Icke said talking to Alex Jones. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #consciousawakening #paralleluniverses The Marvel Universe has made parallel universes, string theory and the multiverse mainstream in cinema and through graphic novels and comics. As always, the truth about the nature of 'reality' is best served in realm of entertainment for the masses to comprehend. What happens when you experience it firsthand? I have had a wondrous life in my avatar. My openness to all possibility has put me in good stead with theory becoming empirical discovery. I follow the work of David DuByne often, and his talk about the electrical currents that connect all bodies in the plasma of our universe took on the forms of parallel existences like the ones portrayed in the TV series Loki, Dr Strange and Spider-man movies of Marvel to me after this experience I had while lying on a massage table having light therapy and acupuncture. In this video I not only describe my experience (one which I have done for 14 years as I wrote 12 books) but also as I found myself peering into a life time that did not eventuate in my own now, but did due to a very different decision we (Kim and I) made almost ten years ago. Here is the blog I wrote about the experience - https://www.ohoakebooks.com/the-strands-of-my-soul-how-we-live-many-lives-simultaneously/ Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#spirituality #divinemasculineenergies #embodiment In the summer of 2022/2023 I was blessed to have the opportunity to be able to travel around the country to various conscious festivals. What I saw in some of these festivals shocked me to my core. Some of the practitioners, participants and organisers of these festivals were living a lie in plain sight. Whether they were aware of this is up for debate, and personally I wouldn't believe them if these men said they didn't know, they were kidding themselves. The levels of manipulation and subversion towards women were off the fucking richter scale, never mind the hook. How can someone teach about embodiment of the divine masculine when they are secretly manipulating women towards seduction and sex? Some of these men couldn't believe that they were being held accountable for their actions, and even blatantly continued to live out their manipulations in plain sight completely blind to their very public exposure. It was a stain on the consciousness movement in my country. So, I took upon myself to be a part of the movement of men that WERE honouring the sacred divine feminine. WE through our integrity, our authenticity and vulnerability stood up, made the women we interacted with feel safe, nurtured and respected. There was never any sexual predation from those of us who in our power stood in devotion and honour to the energy of the sacred feminine. I have always held women in a deeply reverent state, but in the past been a manipulator, seducer in order to get my needs met. That changed for me in 2017, this old identity died a natural and timely death for me. I chose to stand up and stand steadfast in recognition of what the sacred feminine meant to me. I wanted to give this movement, it's female contingent the knowledge that there were men within its ranks that they could feel safe around. Sexual conquest was the furtherest thing from our minds. Heartfelt connection to us was PARAMOUNT. This is the way... I have spoken. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #shadowwork #spirituality One of the most powerful moves I made in 2017 when I let my former self-identity 'die' was to honour myself through the integrity and self-love. In that process I learned the power of the word NO. Once a people pleaser, I had flimsy (at best) boundaries and this meant I compromised my own needs so that others would come first. This was often to my personal detriment. In 2023 I've had numerous experiences where I can exercise the power of the word NO. One occasion I failed to do and then sat in this truth realising my mistake. In an altered state of consciousness at Spiritfest 2023, northwest of Auckland city, on the Saturday night I had gotten a little twisted on an edible. My friend Kate had asked me if she could stay with me in my van that night rather than sleep in her tent (which was on a slope in the camping area). I had agreed that she could sleep in my van with me, but my conscience knew that I had failed to set my boundaries that night. I sat in a chair outside my van that night for around an hour before sleeping realising my choice was not made from a place of truth, and the lesson was certainly learned. Retiring that night, I asked my guides (and Kate's) to find an alternative to her issue with her sleeping location. She ended up staying up all night talking to people and came and saw me the next day to come and say farewell. Grateful for her choice, for the lessons learned that night, I have set hard boundaries, used that powerful word 'NO' many times since and come to understand that self-love is honouring oneself in hearing what the inner voice, and fulfilling its direction. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#spirituality #interdimensionals #travel In1996 I spent around four months travelling around the country of my birth before I headed away overseas for seven years. I ventured into some incredible locations and met some very interesting people as I hitchhiked around the islands. When I hitched from Rotorua into the Te Urewera National Park I got a ride with a former gang member and cannabis grower who had for years grown his crops on the slopes of Pirongia mountain. He told me a story about about the experience of the final crop that he grew on the mountain, one which he left to rot rather than harvest. I queried why he had done this. Was he close to being arrested by the Police? The answer he gave to me was extraordinary. He told me that he had gone into the location where his crop was weeks before harvest to find enormous footprints all through the plants, footprints of a large bipedal hominid. To him, this was a sign that the faerie folk, the Patupaiarehe, who supposedly had retreated to the mountain tops when the first wave of Polynesian colonists came to these islands had come down into his crop. I had heard stories of the strange happenings on this maunga (mountain), Pirongia. Since arriving back in New Zealand in late 2002 I had driven past this infamous peak and never come to climb it. Until now... Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#spirituality #consciousawakening #knowthyself While travelling along one of the most intrepid road on the North Island of New Zealand in March 2023 I had an urge to revisit the teachings of Eckhart Tolle. I put on the audiobook of The Power of Now on my van stereo and listened intently as I drove along 'The Forgotten Highway' between Stratford and Taumarunui. It was here that my intuition had sent me to discover one of the biggest lessons I needed to realign with from 2022. In that year I had put up resistance to WHAT IS, and struggled with the events that took place around me, those that were out of my control. I did my best to be as grounded as possible and negated some of the most draconian measures that I took us into a glimpse of a dystopic future that is coming down the pipeline if the population of my country of birth continues to acquiesce to narratives of control of every aspect of their lives. I did not comply to those grand designs of psychopaths and sociopaths, I found my tribe, went about my life and found deep connection with people who understood what it meant to become RESPONSIBLE for our creations. So there was the silver lining. I became like WATER. It was this turn to teachings long since revealed to me that brought me to this understanding of embodying them in my life rather than intellectualising them. After Eckhart Tolle, David Icke's work came back into my life, and in the book, 'Tales from the Time Loop', I found more insight into the machinations of the simulation we live in, its algorithms, its bricks and mortar. I had evolved and shifted my awareness to a place of deeper ability to understand what it was that was moving through me, a force that wanted me to come back to some of the information that had been a part of my life decades before.... and see it with new eyes.

#spirituality #consciousawakening #psychology What was once hidden is now being revealed in this apocalyptic transitional phase. This is the TRUE great reset, not the inversion of this elemental truth paraded by possessed parasitic beings in the flesh of men and women. With this great revelation is a chance for healing across the lines of time. Either we evolve and grow, releasing all that no longer serves us, or we are brought to our knees and until we get it, move through it, in either this lifetime or countless more after. What an opportunity! Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks ello.com - https://ello.co/ohoakebooks mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #scienceandtechnology #transhumanism Why are a group of global parasitic people who control health through BIG PHARMA and food production so desperate to get mRNA technology into human biology? When Noah Harari said, 'human biology is now hackable', what did he mean? Due to mRNA technological injectables? The same technology being injected into food and cattle? There are so many questions around this for me. No answers, only perceptions. It feels like there is a rush to get the DNA of the global populace of men and women altered. Is it so that we cannot evolve? Are there dormant strands of DNA being awakened by cosmic rays as we pass into another Yuga cycle? Are the real masters of the simulation wanting their slaves to be only two stranded rather than an awakening and powerful mass that will break free of their proposed technological prison? Are they wanting to give us a technological 'death sentence' or 'expiry date device' that can be used when we no longer 'obey'? So many questions... no answers... Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#geoengineering #weathermodification #consciousawakening The climate has always been in flux. Events like the movement of the planets (the former celestial alignment of the solar system to what we have today), asteroid strikes, volcanic eruptions, solar cycles, ocean currents, ice ages, just to name a few natural incidents have effected global climate. What he know today is that at various points in our planetary past the gas of life 'carbon dioxide' was FAR more present than what it is now, and that the forested Earth had mega flora growing on it, to go along with the megafauna to match. The preposterous idea that mankind has upset the balance of the natural cycles via the industrial revolution of the last three hundred years is comical at best. The levels of pollution may well be environmentally horrendous (the corporations who created that need to clean it up themselves), but there is a far more sinister game being played out on the masses by the few with the technological means to influence the weather patterns. This harkens back to Atlantis... and we all know what happened there! The use of weather to create disaster, destroy land, food crops and the environment is a dangerous game for those who play it and those they play it upon. The planetary consciousness will not tolerate it, and at some point, we ALL may pay the price. Follow me on – Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #sacredsexuality Being born when the heavens aligned with the sign of Scorpio, I understand that my sexuality plays a large part in my expression of existence. No shit! It's been on the forefront of my life since I was a child. Being on the receiving end of what is deemed 'sexual molestation' (I give it no emotional content over my life) from 4 years old, and then enacting what was done to me for many years until I was 11, I was thrust into sexuality at an age when I need not have been. This isn't ancient Greece! With puberty girls looked very different to me, and well, the rest as they say is history. Sexuality has been a lifelong exercise in deeper understanding of energy and connection for me. Some experiences bringing me to ecstatic knowledge of interconnectivity with all of existence, and others a dreadful distraction from the pain that flooded my life. But, that's only scratching the surface. I have been fortunate. Divinity has brought into my life the greatest lovers, teachers and literature, empirical experience, and a love that can only be mustered by two souls encapsulated in bodies. I identified myself in an egoic fashion for many years in my attentive nature as being someone that women would want to be involved with sexually, and so my resonance magnetised my desires. The gnosis of the art of pleasure drove me forward, and I winsomely acted out on my fantasies with a plethora of women globally. William Blake is quoted as saying, 'the path of excess leads to the tower of wisdom', and I can vouch for that. What I learned was that connection, vulnerability, authenticity, surrender and trust all deepen the intimate connectivity to where the sacredness of this sacred dance brings us home. To ONENESS. There is a movement through the use of debasement, debauchery and the animalistic nature of the sexual experience dominated by the porn culture to steal, siphon and regulate people towards an energetic harvest by the powers that control society. This allows for astral attachment, succubus visitation and incubus violation (at the extreme level). Who's zooming who? I know, I've been in the receiving end of astral attachment, milking my orgasmic and my partners energy and succubus siphoning. When love and trust are involved in a sexual connection the collective consciousness can heal with intention. We have the power to create life in this act, and our sexual organs are our bodies 'sacred sites'. Best we use them for ritual union rather than debasement in my opinion. Follow me on – Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#submergedhiddendepths #grahamhancock #consciousawakening I have a double major in Physical Anthropology and Classical Studies, a BA from Otago University and understood that the continents of Sundaland and Sahul were separated by a body of water during the last Ice Age, and at its height of glaciation and well into the glacial retreat, large tracts of dry land became inundated with water, a great flood when the North American ice caps melted. Graham Hancock asked the question of the continent of the now submerged Sundaland (which is basically most of island South-East Asia). Was there a civilisation there during the last glacial maximum? This is with good reason. Most of the now submerged continent would have been plains, arable lands for agriculture, large herbivores could have grazed there, and there was ample land for building monumental architecture that our ancestors had a penchant for creating during the last glacial maximum globally. Underwater archaeology is a new field, and I wonder, with the best equipment and technology available to us, what would we find if we scoured the depths of ocean in South-East Asia? I believe it would once again prove Hancock to be correct in regards to advanced ice age civilisations, that once occupied the millions of square miles now submerged. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #knowthyself #consciousliving #empowerment May we live in interesting times, and we are. So many people have become complacent, lazy and apathetic in ways that are detrimental to their well being. Their lifestyle choices are toxic. From thoughts to food, from exposure to environmental toxins to propaganda and medical choices, from what they read and what it is they watch on technological devices. Their dependency on technology has disabled their 'inner net', their intuition, and as a consequence they follow materialistic desires with no recognition of their imminent deaths as they acquire furnishings at the expense of the environment. As Gurdjieff once famously said, “In order to awaken, first of all one must realize that one is in a state of sleep. And in order to realize that one is indeed in a state of sleep, one must recognize and fully understand the nature of the forces which operate to keep one in the state of sleep, or hypnosis. It is absurd to think that this can be done by seeking information from the very source which induces the hypnosis. ....One thing alone is certain, that man's slavery grows and increases. Man is becoming a willing slave. He no longer needs chains. He begins to grow fond of his slavery, to be proud of it. And this is the most terrible thing that can happen to a man.” In the now we must awaken if we are to get through the changing of epochs. We must cleanse ourselves in every way possible, or resign to the hunter that is death with complete surrender. I have been detoxing my body, mind and spirt since 2020, and the process for has been one of intense and deep reflection, acceptance and responsibility for my creations. My health has been beset with problems due to years of toxic food abuse, drug abuse (pharmaceutical and recreational drugs), toxic thought patterns just to name some of the essential truths I acknowledge. I'm no victim. I chose this life, and I have to accept that the sum total of my decisions is now bitch slapping me around. Suck it up Pha. So, I am. What I am discovering is that by doing this I am clearing away so much debris, chipping away my sense of helplessness that infected my set point in my childhood and being grateful for what has come, and what is. My privilege is daily I have a choice to act differently, and something miraculous is happening to me. My 'inner net' is tuning into what presents itself beyond my limitations that come with conditioning. I feel like there is a force moving through me that says, 'you may not make past 2025, BUT what you can do is anchor in the energies that WILL change the paradigm', will you do it? In grace I have accepted to do my best to get out of the way of myself. No easy task. Doors are closing all around me at a rate that is making my head spin. I have no clear direction about what space I need to move into, no guidance about the next step. I'm stepping into the void, the Fool in the tarot deck. TOTAL trust. The more I do the work, the more I surrender to the power that wants a portal to anchor in. Comparison is such a human characteristic that rises out of egoic mind, and as many around me make choices that are feeding their egos, and I make mine not entirely from a place of spirit, but do my best to align with my heart I am caught in that whirlwind of humanness. When I don't resist that feeling it fades very quickly, replaced by a deeper sense of grace. I want to trust in the force that animates my body above all else. Clarity comes next. This is the work of a lifetime and it involves deep surrender. Death as Don Juan Matus says is a hunter forever over our left shoulder. Does your path have heart? Only you can answer that question. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #spirituality #consciousliving Rudolf Steiner said that energetically, mentally and physically one becomes able to share and teach when they are in their forties or their fifties. I feel that this comes some factors that are relevant to the life experience. With age comes wisdom if the right thoughts, beliefs and are met with action. Self awareness of oneself through that process aligns with the embodiment of these four tenants and this becomes WISDOM. Man, I have made my fair share of mistakes, allowed my trauma and beliefs to limit me, I've been a complete and utter DICK for more times than I care to remember, and with self awareness discovered the processes, thoughts, beliefs and traumatic experiences where that lack of understanding once originated and played itself out in my life. I'm far from perfect, but, I am making change in my life that aligns me more with balance, compassion, patience and love, for myself first, and then everyone and all else. As we are all one and the same. This was a FUN video to make! Follow me on – Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#spirituality #consciousawakening #astrology JP Morgan is quoted as saying, 'Millionaires don't use Astrology, Billionaires do.' Whether that was the case is up for debate, but the the statement creates some interesting deep dives into the use of this ancient science. Mainstream everything poo poo's Astrology as hocus pocus, but this art and science is not only a global technology it is also an ancient one that goes back eons. Understanding the nature of celestial movements and the energetic influences on the paradigm we live in, harnessing and hijacking that energy is a modus operandi of the forces that control what we label reality. THIS is the shadow side of astrology. The repercussions of celestial energies care not a jot (in my experience) how they effect the consciousness of the collective, they are neutral. With intention and awareness they can be used for the betterment of all, or they can be inverted and directed in a way to bring about more control. If we understand this, we can match the powers that be, read the energies and not battle, but channel these energies in a way that brings about harmony, balance and peace, even when restriction applies. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#spirituality #consciousawakening #psychology When you have had a childhood that where you didn't feel safe in the home where you were raised, the effect can be devastating on your levels of trust. We can cling to that which brings safety, sometimes to the detriment of our mental and physical health. If we grow up knowing suffering and pain and feeling most comfortable in that experience, then we will resonate through belief from the subconscious, or the conscious mind in thought or action, that conflict and drama are our anchors into feeling most comfortable. It is all we have known. I've developed a sense of peace in presence. Planning ahead is merely another fantasy for me, and unlike most people, I don't adhere to the projecting myself out into the world months or years ahead with '5 year plans' or 'in six months I'll be in Bali', for me, I feel deeply into the moment and into my body in order to feel SAFE. It's a trait that has brought me to understand that my inner journey is the most important journey for me, not where I am taking my body to geographically. The guidance I receive comes from the feeling of being held by a force that is not somewhere off in fantasy, but grounded in my body. Follow me on – Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#spirituality #consciousawakening #autobiographical I don't make videos because I am a coach, a mentor or I am attempting to tell people how to live their lives, become more enlightened or how to write a book. I make videos and content so you can know more about me. There are so many creatives who understandably keep their private lives and experiences private, but for me, in order to understand my literature, my creative endeavours and what makes me tick, I am only too happy to share with limitations (naturally). I want my followers, readers and listeners to get to know me, feel like they know me and understand me better in order to enjoy the work I have created. It feels more personal when you comprehend that I am just a dude like anyone else, going about his life, being a better man through experience, reflecting on choices made that brought him to where he is now, and discovering much about what he can do to improve himself by keeping an open heart. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks telegram - oho ake books mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander

#consciousawakening #timelines #spirituality Timelines are fluid in my perspective. Everything is on the table and WE as individuals and collectively are creating the worlds we chose to create. In this process consent, whether through acquiescence, or verbal consent is paramount to the solidification control system futures. There is a real and present danger of ignoring the collective and personal unconscious today and allowing that to manifest, as Carl Jung said, as 'fate'. We must turn to face the strange, for the changes that are taking place are only happening because WE are allowing them through consent. We must acknowledge the darkness, as much as we do the light. Our own first then the collective. Healing both is necessary for creating a present that bring balance and harmony to the conscious and unconscious. Follow me on - Facebook - https://www.facebook.com/ohoakebooks ello.com - https://ello.co/ohoakebooks mewe - https://mewe.com/i/pharaeuslysander gab - https://gab.com/OhoAkeBooks