In Theta - Self Analysis - Back to the hole
It's like being destroyed all over again. Focusing on the Music.
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Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages -
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In Theta - Behind Closed Doors: Navigating Mental Health Care and Scientology's Disconnection
In this thought-provoking episode of "Self Analysis," join me as I delve into the complex landscape of mental health care, contrasting the practices of Scientology with privatized mental health facilities. I share my personal journey of being committed to a mental health facility under the SIHI code 10, shedding light on the stark realities and consequences of such decisions. Explore the unsettling parallels between Scientology's disconnection policies and the emotional turmoil surrounding my relationship with my biological father. Witness firsthand the detrimental effects of disconnection, as I uncover the emotional struggles and the profound impact it had on my mental well-being. Together, we will examine the divergent approaches to mental health care and the critical need for a compassionate and holistic understanding of those facing mental health challenges. Join me for a compelling exploration of the intimate connections between personal experiences, institutional practices, and the pursuit of genuine healing and recovery.
A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective.
Linkage -
Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur
Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary
Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages -
https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur
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In Theta - Breaking Free: Unveiling the Terrifying Truths Outside Scientology
In this gripping episode of "Self-Analysis," join me as we delve deep into the daunting journey of breaking free from Scientology's grasp. Witness the raw and unfiltered footage captured between 2015 and 2019, as I share my personal experiences and explore the shocking transition from the confines of the cult to a world filled with unknown horrors, exactly as Ron Hubbard warned. Brace yourself for an eye-opening revelation as we uncover the inner workings of my mind during this transformative phase, shedding light on the immense challenges faced by those who dare to question and escape from abusive cults. If you seek insight into the complexities of leaving Scientology and the haunting aftermath it entails, this episode is a must-watch. Prepare for a powerful exploration of a new reality, born from the ashes of deception and emerging into a realm of compassion and hope.
A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective.
Linkage -
Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur
Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary
Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages -
https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur
https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists
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In Theta - Self-Analysis - Humiliation - Pre-Aftermath Foundation
A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective.
Linkage -
Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur
Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary
Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages -
https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur
https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists
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In Theta - Self-Analysis - OT Maxims
A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective.
Linkage -
Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur
Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary
Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages -
https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur
https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists
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W.I.S. - Mass Effect 1 - Dev-T
In this short livestream, Shepard gets command of the Normandy (freewinds :P) and sets off on his epic mission to save the galaxy from SP's, only to be interrupted by a senior INT terminal (an alliance senior) to go destroy some shit on the moon.
Dev-T - Developed traffic. A particle (a person or form) sent unnecessarily to the improper terminal; a waste of time or an item which slows down the all-important production inside Scientology.
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W.I.S. - Mass Effect 1 - The Citadel
What if your favorite game hero was a scientologist?
"What If Scientologist?" Broadcast answers the question taking popular games
and roleplaying as a scientologist based on the role of the hero.
Be it the everyman (public), the seeker (staff), or the chosen one (executives), and combines these aspects to give insight to the decision making process and social dynamics of the mind of a scientologist.
It's not always what you think it might be, but sometimes it's exactly what you might guess.
Join me while I don my gaming pseudonym Crow Bennett to bring the good, the bad, and the ugly of scientology out in the open in the sphere of gaming as never before.
In the first WIS I will be covering the Mass Effect Trilogy, a space opera that Hubbard himself would be proud to have written. With Biotic (OT) powers The What If Hero in Mass Effect is Commander John Shepard, Alliance Officer (Exec) and Spectre Candidate for the Entire Galaxy.
His First Mission is to track a suppressive that is 3rd partying the citadel council and bringing about the destruction of the universe, on a Human colony.
Through the epic trilogy playthrough, I will highlight key moments of this choose your own adventure style game roleplaying as I go up the org board to not just clear the planet, but the entire galaxy. Fair Game is not cancelled. Ethics presence and Tone 40 Command Intention is absolutely critical and certainty a must.
The alliance is perfectly postured in the narrative as the Sea Org, so in this case of W.I.S. we assume that viewpoint.
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W.I.S. - Mass Effect 1
What if your favorite game hero was a scientologist?
"What If Scientologist?" Broadcast answers the question taking popular games
and roleplaying as a scientologist based on the role of the hero.
Be it the everyman (public), the seeker (staff), or the chosen one (executives), and combines these aspects to give insight to the decision making process and social dynamics of the mind of a scientologist.
It's not always what you think it might be, but sometimes it's exactly what you might guess.
Join me while I don my gaming pseudonym Crow Bennett to bring the good, the bad, and the ugly of scientology out in the open in the sphere of gaming as never before.
In the first WIS I will be covering the Mass Effect Trilogy, a space opera that Hubbard himself would be proud to have written. With Biotic (OT) powers The What If Hero in Mass Effect is Commander John Shepard, Alliance Officer (Exec) and Spectre Candidate for the Entire Galaxy.
His First Mission is to track a suppressive that is 3rd partying the citadel council and bringing about the destruction of the universe, on a Human colony.
Through the epic trilogy playthrough, I will highlight key moments of this choose your own adventure style game roleplaying as I go up the org board to not just clear the planet, but the entire galaxy. Fair Game is not cancelled. Ethics presence and Tone 40 Command Intention is absolutely critical and certainty a must.
The alliance is perfectly postured in the narrative as the Sea Org, so in this case of W.I.S. we assume that viewpoint.
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Self-Analysis - PTPS
The Self Analysis Videos are a review of my naked in public style "routing out" or speaking out about my experience in Scientology. I chose PTPS - The Reduction of Attention Span First because it is a commonly overwhelming subject, the terminology of Scientology.
Many viewers may watch dumbfounded by the ridiculous words used to describe a great many things, which are usually easily understood once explained. This is not to indoctrinate anyone into the language, however, nearly ALL of Hubbards concepts were stolen, so these are places to hide bits of truth, that make the abhorrent practices of changing someone's language model to reflect the views and beliefs of a "Upstat" Scientologist.
here are the links I promised years ago, and I must "Deliver what was promised"
† Scientology Language Model https://www.religio.de/books/wakefield/us-08.html
† Technical Dictionary - https://www.tep-online.info/laku/usa/reli/scien/SECRETDOX/Technical%20Dictionary.pdf
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Leave it all behind
Leave
Just about run out of time
Just about lost your mind
At least you finally know wrong from right
Time to leave it all behind
No there was nothing you could do
No the fault don’t lie in you
Still its, hard to see the truth
But it’s fine, leave it all behind
Getting really tired of always crying
Know that, one day it’ll all be fine
Down the road you’ll see the sign
Of that place you left behind
Of that place that you left behind
No more pain, just the breeze
No more screaming, just the trees
No more hurt, just a sound
Of the ocean and the sun going down
Leave it all behind
Dry them tears off your face
Only so much time and space
In my heart i know you’re all mine
Had to leave it all behind
I had to leave it all behind
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Clear
Clear
Desperate, degraded, ego inflated mind
Looking for something to eat up your money and time
I see you can keep your head up without your spine
Make a decision we’ll give you some pockets to mine
I can’t say what keeps us here
What do I believe? What am I supposed to believe
Nothing but time, but nothing comes to my mind
One day, someday it’ll all be clear
Being together is better than saying goodbye
Just look at the people walking around outside
No good to you if i can’t see with my own two eyes
Walking in circles the blind leading the blind
What is true
What’s true for you
What is real
Did you forget how to feel
You need eat?
Beg, borrow, and steal
None of the matters your life is just scattered
You’re bled like a pig and reality shattered
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The Blood of the Covenant - A commonly misunderstood concept
Discussion and Opinion of the meaning of an old and widely used phrase, that comes from a divinely inspired concept, that has been adapted for multiple uses in language and culture to wonderful and terrible effect.
"Blood is thicker than water" is still a common phrase today. It has lots of relevance to many life situations. Whether Family related, or adopted Family, or being Adopted into a Society or Cult.
Links
The Video I Discuss in this Video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-KoS_m0MBE – cursory search
A reference as early as 1100's as to the meaning of "Blood is thicker than water" from Reynaud "The Fox":
https://www.bookbrowse.com/expressions/detail/index.cfm/expression_number/642/blood-is-thicker-than-water – 1180 reynard the fox
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Don't Give up - Official Video
🎼 Pain and Suffering - 💿 Full Album on Spotify 💿 - https://open.spotify.com/album/1KYhbUBWrel7WybGHmSatW?si=HDbeTQMyTAWVpfg8G50glA