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This video takes you on a light journey about how to go grey rock, and actually enjoy it. The powerful technique I share is so awesome, you are going to want to try it! Never mind on a narcissist, it is fun to do with anyone stepping on your boundaries!

In this video we explore the origins of the Tarot Deck of Cards. According to the 'Law of One' it may have its origins far back in the history of humanity. Watch this video that is soaked with history and what the deck was created for You can find me at Website www.carolraethel.com Facebook https://www.facebook.com/loveleads111 If you are interested in deepening your connection with your Soul and Higher vibrational Beings, you may be interested in learning about my course Odyssey of Ascension here https://www.carolraethel.com/odessey-of-ascension Get on my mailing list for spiritual growth https://www.carolraethel.com/odessey-of-ascension Get free meditation and receive news on Meditation, Healing and Spiritual Health https://mailchi.mp/carolraethel.com/eo19a4g9ik You can support my work here https://www.carolraethel.com/donate Website Products Raise your vibration Meditation https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/raise-your-vibration-meditation Link for Meditation to Communicate with Loved one who has passed https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/meditation-to-communicate-with-a-loved-one-who-has-passed-away Link to meditation to balance chakras https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/meditation-to-balance-and-clear-chakras Link to Meditation for Sleep page on website https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/meditation-for-sleep Link for narc abuse channel https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCtvo01Gzt9Bi7OqAOK030GA

In this video I share with you the exciting news about what makes an Empath, and Empath. This includes the special differences in the brain, how they read energy and give some tips of how to deal with overload.

If you are on a spiritual growth path, there is a great probability you are already hopping in and out of the 5th dimension. Watch this video and give yourself a boost when you learn of the ways you might be doing this, and then do more! You can find me at Website www.carolraethel.com Facebook https://www.facebook.com/loveleads111 My Channel on Spiritual Growth and overcoming challenges towards Spiritual Growth https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7FymbHLqBzMFFdwatYVO-w If you are interested in deepening your connection with your Soul and Higher vibrational Beings, you may be interested in learning about my course Odyssey of Ascension here https://www.carolraethel.com/odessey-of-ascension Get on my mailing list for spiritual growth https://www.carolraethel.com/odessey-of-ascension Get free meditation and receive news on Meditation, Healing and Spiritual Health https://mailchi.mp/carolraethel.com/eo19a4g9ik You can support my work here https://www.carolraethel.com/donate Website Products Raise your vibration Meditation https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/raise-your-vibration-meditation Link for Meditation to Communicate with Loved one who has passed https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/meditation-to-communicate-with-a-loved-one-who-has-passed-away Link to meditation to balance chakras https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/meditation-to-balance-and-clear-chakras Link to Meditation for Sleep page on website https://www.carolraethel.com/product-page/meditation-for-sleep

A lovely video journey into my experiences of being taken out of body to the 5th dimension, to be shown what is in our future. This is the first in 2 videos, so subscribe to see part 2, where you will learn about how you are already shifting in and out of the 5th dimension already. Exciting news!

In this video I share with you the 5 powerful ways you can start on today to stop craving the narcissist ex Here we answer the question 'Why do I feel fresh grief, even though I know the narcissist was bad for me? Why am I still yearning for him/her? Then we focus on the healing. I give you the tools so you can be empowered to heal and find your joy in life. It is possible. Never believe anyone who says you can't heal and leave it behind. You can find me at these places Website www.carolraethel.com Telegram https://t.me/CarolRaethelMetaphysicalMinister Rumble https://rumble.com/c/c-658465 You can support my work here https://www.carolraethel.com/donate Facebook https://www.facebook.com/loveleads111 Youtube https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7FymbHLqBzMFFdwatYVO-w If you are interested in deepening your connection with your Soul and Higher vibrational Beings, you may be interested in learning about my course Odyssey of Ascension here https://www.carolraethel.com/odessey-of-ascension Get on my mailing list for spiritual growth https://www.carolraethel.com/odessey-of-ascension Get free meditation and receive news on Meditation, Healing and Spiritual Health https://mailchi.mp/carolraethel.com/eo19a4g9ik

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