Jessie Couldn't Allow in the Sadness, The 'I Want's + The Apparent Death of Jessie's Training Partner and the Elaborate Gaslighting that the Brotherhood System Imposed to Get Her to Believe it
Fear of Death, Especially Painful Death + Tinctures for Jessie's Proctor and Praying for a "Good Day" i.e. a Day When She Wasn't Psychotic + Hypervigilance as a Side Effect