woman who believes in Jesus but doesn't realize her demons

i definitely lack femininity on an energy level since i don't subscribe to certain aesthetics people think i'm a man women are pretty boring for the most part women are taught that our emotions are a problem since empathy is considered a weakness, america will never grow up they have no problem turning off what they never wanted to begin with pornography is multiple acts of violence everyone on an SSRI would kill themselves w/in 3 days an interesting conversation to get into w/ a dude that works for AFLAC hahaha his wife works for a psych ward n wants to get out of it if you don't fit in w/ this suicidal shitshow of a society you are deemed crazy too fat to push her gatorade around sugar is more addictive than hard drugs they want everyone to be in a rolley cart i will say that anytime that i can cos i love that fucking duck he told me that his friend took medication n then killed themselves outta nowhere they won't talk about violence unless it involves a firearm like i said it might not even be a problem everything is a problem when they can make $ off of it you don't hear about this, you MIGHT read about it IF you care enough to check out counter-culture websites they have a back up plan for their back up plan the less you go along w/ society the more you will understand compliance rarely have they questioned the authority of these so called doctors n nurses i have a middle finger directed specifically at authority figures i understood the situation i was in while i went to the psych ward so i complied for the time being principles are hard to come by nobody liked this guy but still... this is what west civ gets for not having empathy they talk about identity so they never have to discuss behavior WHERE ARE MY KEYS??? if they're not willing to be uncomfortable, inconvenienced or take criticism then they won't lift a finger to solve any kinda problem