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also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ red flags I confess to myself that I liked everything bad about you, religious ways by day sultry sways by night are fine, I'm lacking daily doses of salt flavor, I fell for the flags of white & blue I'm lacking heed, I didn't care what the mouths said that's why... I missed the red flags. = a thought of clarity by daylight, when you're gone it's all good when you're here, I've knitted a sweater for warmth boosting immunity from night pain When you're away Repulsing the rashes of hindsight = Imprints of my shadow on the wall I stood by, my smile drawn with crayons, the little things I cared for don't care anymore. = so the waves of my breathing days spelled it doom; it was so clear, I chose not to listen I have breathed them all my life they wouldn't lie, I believe in denial the world lacks anything similar to you that's why, I ignored the red flags = my hands digging into my core for more patience to color blind me ignoring the accidents to live in my den of blinking dark lights I see all the colored flags but one I still choose to miss the red flags = March 24 2023 lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit: Love Distruction - No Copyright Hip-Hop and Rap Beat by no attribution

also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ blunders love & complexity lies ahead but look both ways between two dawns options collide a distance away the no-way-out ramp around the curve, 2 miles down the road. and hope is road blocked by 14 sealed love letters holding the passwords, so before I retrieve them get away if you can before I consume you as a display in the art of passion for I a lucky cave dweller in you I'm in your sphere I hunt hallucinations = wait at the pit stop for a bullet train over there by river road carrying the lucky pendant it's your lucky charm it's a first-class package hand-delivered to you signature across a dead heart required = don't blame me for the summer burns winter chills bring us together again nobody knows & nobody has to know how we cuddle nobody has to know about the black phone book with the elite numbers & neon lights mark a new avenue down your corridors secrets of a prelude to fear a diary too dear to be proud of dangerous liaisons hatch a plan under the lemon tree = I remember a hustle after the midnight bloom that's when I learned to swim color my words underwater describing bad blood & true lies between paragraphs at halftime, I crawl into my space = I crawl into my space To ask the question, what are you what is a woman? A dire epic, neurotic beauty, the answer is always you as is a pure female attitude dipped in dark neon glow = on a cloudy day riding tamed clouds shedding tears, shedding tears shedding diamond tears at a funeral of my weakest link to you my weakest link to you, that just passed away he's dead & decked out in black glasses in a striped zoot suit the bright side of death the last victim mourned survived your crush but not giving you up but intervened by 9 bullets cut short, hard & fair, dedicated, but still, an all-around reject = I'm never better at making a point We can have some more just wait for me let me cross over the line again I learn from my blunders & 7th time's a charm. = Jan 19, 2023 = lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit: Funeralopolis - by beautiful death - Acoustic Instrumental [Electric Wizard Tribute] @beautifuldeathmusic

also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ guilt contagious nevermind the actual 3D scars sharpen your artistic brush strokes tattoo my skin with colors of sundown & midnight while waiting for the sunrise, yellow words expresses my suffering, my gray face for being withered, blue & black on my bones for bruises isn't this what you wished for? A waste landfill, I am between us an empty highway, & I wait for you to come and unload and blame me for your shortcomings it's guilt contagious.... we are guilt contagious.... = I feel the burden, just like you except you have a place to unload I'm nursing the feelings to alter the facts so they don't hurt anymore so talk to me, I swallow every lie I keep excuses hallow I loathe the need for you, baby love, but you need me around to hide the deceptions in the dumping grounds we share it's guilt contagious.... we are guilt contagious.... = I grow with you while we missed this and that we traded tid for tat, but I'm happy for you, baby I feed off digesting all your secrets recycling the moods of little lies, for the sake of memories I'll tag along for the photo op but why, why are all your smiles tight-lipped? Is it the midline Diastema? you haven't been around much lately you lose things in me and I'm lost around you strange bedmates we are it's guilt contagious we are guilt contagious... you and i we are guilt contagious....laly guilt contagious = Sep 29, 2022 === lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit: When None Remain [Beautiful Death] Slowed by Karter =====

also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ Olivia's night Olivia, tell me what's coming tonight Olivia, i thought I’ve been to the edge I’ve played with fire before but not like last night. After midnight you become sin free for a moment, semi holy to cast the first stone on the guilty me. My mistake... my mistake was choosing the wrong colors That painted your mood. = a shot of heavy coffee with a cigar in the morning, your Thoughts going in circles Like the strayed smoke, you puff. You looked at me, first of the day, Ashes from a boisterous last night Saturated the bottom line, it had to go, the "B" cuts polluted the candle box the reels of perfect playbacks, stashed I'll get another chance tonight. = so Here’s a box of kosher chocolate see things from a different angle Falling exhausted in your bed is lost time so Let’s keep things discreet in a new bucket list wish Mines? To hold a candle at your dinner to think over what's coming for me tonight what's coming tonight, Olivia?. can I get a hint is it something new a repeat? What's coming tonight, Olivia?. = Feb 02, 2023 = lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit - Without Me by Roki 2023 tagged ===

also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ dying sequence in this dying sequence, it's time I start writing the end This is becoming the end feelings for you are dying All the things I touch dissolve and your face is fading slowly How many times I’ve told you to come and save this thinning = One more night isn’t saving it Two more kisses aren’t enough Three more words aren’t stopping the hemorrhagic in my heart, Baby love there’s just too much pretending going on, for it to work like it is supposed to. = We’ve deceived the silver lining enough. We don’t shine in those moments like we used to Do you have something else in mind? = Call it by name or shall I say call them by name where are all those mighty men that dreamt about you? that promised you & that you promised yourself? Where are all your dreams going now? trading what you have for what you want? = While I have everything you need as sacraments expire. This is becoming the end in this strange dying sequence. = This is becoming the end feelings for you are dying All the things I touch dissolve and your face is fading slowly How many times I’ve told you to come and save this thinning in this dying sequence ===== lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit - Outcast - @Myuu Audio Library@MUSIC AUDIO

also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ stone cold maria sweet maria, let me tell you about my thoughts on last night & why you caught me gazing into the void I lay here stone cold, numb..... on a makeshift sick bed, in a straight jacket, naked in my skin, my most suitable attire, & you straddling my chest, questioning my wasted years without you, = a mirror reflecting me from the ceiling, counting my eyelids shutter for every day missed, from the tightening gripof your mouth, having on my lips, never to entirely kill me or to let me live in peace. = it's not dying that I fear, it's seeing the expression on your face when I take my last breath as I lay here stone cold, = waiting for you, waiting for you, my love to know that to be assertive is to be more merciful, like the day you drove your beautiful self to me testing my fortitude that's now succumbing at your grip. = I had faith in you, I let you in to build a podium for your ego so I could occupy its size to fulfill your needs I've built castles for wintertime and tents for the summer coastlines while I was looking for shade by an empty lake when you looked the other way I've carved a pool in my mind to accommodate dripping saliva from your mouth to top it off..... = everything smiled the day your mercy touched every scar you burned me with, charred a delicately tattooed me, short of a cure, gazing at your neck & backside from the mirror's reflection, wondering how crazy & warm a healing it would be from the inside. = you're still straddling my chest cautious about delivering a final blow even though you know that, I'm laying here harmless, paralyzed & stone cold... ====== for maria April 14, 2003 ====== lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit: Tranquil by Whitesand SoundCloud: https://soundcloud.com/martynaslau DOWNLOAD LINK: https://www.dropbox.com/s/9llp77uszc...

also visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ black retreading dispensed words roamed behindthick notions from you accumulates into dark clouds hitting me like dark guilty rain... = thirsted grounds embrace it waiting for my return to quench exhaustion then I blame the echos that's scraping me, hanging me suspended by my secrets, like your earrings that ends the age of innocence So complicated yet so clear = taste the skin on my tongue I hate to feel that I'm so behind sorting personalized shadows,you left deep behind in me with my weakness stretched thin to judge whom of you has hurt me = Nothing but the naked trees of winter suffering insomnia like me the blanket of the morning light overextended its welcome the tick-tock of the clock, out of sync in the black, in the blank, just like me = here I am, dicing your name into letters dissecting your photograph into pixels wondering why I'm so attracted to you wasting my life while all you've got is time I'm in the black everything is black everything is blank just like me === lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit: Suicide Note - by @Myuu SAD XXXTENTACION Type Piano Song ===

Also, visit my website: https://www.azdi404.com/ straining on the first day of spring, bury me with all your doll parts for rehab down in a hole to shame with the burden of the lust of my ungrateful twin the ugly side of me, so here's a thank you for the glance you gave me the snub that followed a point you concluded. I'll follow you as an idol, if I had nothing on my back if not for ugly, the ugly in me somewhere the best is yet to come so let me linger, to sharpen the thorn in my side, I punish myself for a slate new day, after darkness leaves me stripped it might not quite be the way out but under celebrity skin as my cover I might get some leniency. I'll tear under the warning sirens on a bed of roses I conduct myself to crawl when you're around with the thorn thrust to my side until you hear me so let me slide over to watch you witness the wind of change watch you breath in my face. there's nothing better for me in life than to make me better for you sometimes I won't let myself be I need the inspiration to ask you to serve you better a one-question survey, before I fade, if not touched by you was your love custom-made? A hybrid of fear & want? = March 19 2023 ===== lyrics & vocals: azdi404 music credit - Walk Alone - @RokiBeats 2023 ===== https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JW_uqNTV_48