I'm Gonna Need My Friend (For Dad) ~ Luke Johnson

Produced by RRAREBEAR

Lyrics:
Hey
Dear dad its mad, I remember when we used to sit
watching tv late, any type of old shit
didn't really matter as long as I had you there mate
could have been a blank screen, I couldn't really care mate
anything to hang with my dad, my old man
I remember when we used to just chill n smoke ganj
one day I found you laying on the sofa
saying you were surfing the intergalactic waves of emotion
Fun times, being with you //
straight from the heart dad, I swear down, I'm speaking the truth>
I know the recent years have been hard
But I remember the laughs
the scrabble matches and the games with those cards
but its all gone wrong now,
I'm sorry I've messed up
I tried to tell you all
but my soul was just mixed up
in a hell that it couldn't escape,,,
but if you wanna make a prison visit,
I'll be right there mate, its like dad

Dad, I don't think you'll forgive me
I'm sorry for my life, I'm sorry for my history
I'm sorry for the lies, I'm sorry for the whisky
I'm sorry for the coke and the crack
I'm Sorry I'm guilty

I'm sorry for the pain
And the hurt and the strife
I'm sorry for the games
And the burning of pipes
I'm sorry for the things that I done
I'm such a shit son
please forgive me dad, I need ya

It's been rough time trying to get through this
Ive played the music, I've read the books, and watched the movies
But nothing is as good as a chat
When you're sat with your dad
Talking bout all the pain that you've had
I wish that we could have just talked about stuff
I needed your love
I needed your support so much
But there was nothing I could say to convince ya
Every single thing going on was like a sci fi picture
I mean it dad
I love you so much
Keeping this from all of you has been so painful as fuck
I just wanted you to know what I was going through
Warn you bout the future, but knew that you'd think it was a delusion
I'm sorry dad
I miss you so much
I miss all of your stories and your jokes and your love
But I hope one day maybe I'll see you again
Cos I know that I'm gonna need my friend

Dad, I don't think you'll forgive me
I'm sorry for my life, I'm sorry for my history
I'm sorry for the lies, I'm sorry for the whisky
I'm sorry for the coke and the crack
I'm Sorry I'm guilty

I'm sorry for the pain
And the hurt and the strife
I'm sorry for the games
And the burning of pipes
I'm sorry for the things that I done
I'm such a shit son
please forgive me dad, I need ya

Beat by Rrarebear 'Somewhere Safe'