Dear Peter ~ Luke Johnson (Spoken Word)

Dear Peter my brother I need ya
Cos I been trying to talk to jesus
Trying to find out why I should stay I should need reasons
I've spoke to him a million times about this legion of demons inside my being I'm being aligned with hell when I wanna align with He that created my very being
Oh Peter I know you understand
I need a teacher
I'm steeped beneath the deepest of deepness I need a preacher
I need a man that knows who I am n I tried the leader of leaders but even he won't seem to speak to my seeking
It's like I've overstepped the mark so many times my feet are bleeding
I know it gets so dark so many times when we've been breathing in this life of evil people that seem so deeply deceitful,
Oh Peter, if only you could see me,
Can you see me? I'm eager
But losing who I am to who I am
I need a beacon that can listen to my darkness and believe me
And understand the thunder and the rain that just precedes me
I know that you and me are truthfully similar people that have both been deceived by the devil on 3 occasions, try a billion occasions for me, in each season there's another reason why I've messed up, I need teaching
I've denied Christ so many times I need reaching
I wish that God would literally grab me and start speaking
How was it for you when you denied him and were weeping in the corner as the rooster crowed prophecy fulfilling it's a similar prophecy I'm fulfilling and it's killing the feeling of life within me, I'm feeling the fire begin to incinerate who I'm being, wonder if it's a purification that I can feel or summin' other I'd rather not be seeing revealed, or is this simply,
Hell on earth