Addiction ~ Luke Johnson (Poetry)

Lyrics:
Yeah I thought I had the hang of this
but now I swear I need psychoanalysis
I was fully abstinent but now I'm fully back on it
draggin the shackles of an addict that couldn't manage it
I packed it in for years but now my backs packing it
this shit is damaging I'm back pilling
back sinning in a flat with bad luck like a black cat
was swimming out the back of a cat skinning
trapped like Jake Gyllenhall as Adam Bell in enemy trapped in this damn living
lapsing then relapsing then I'm re-re lapsing and spinning into a viscious cycle of spiralling bad feelings
its like im destined to die with a sad spirit regardless of what I do its like my gods some mad villain
but still I pick myself up and I chat lyrics
still I pick myself up and I bust and I'm back with it
my life is like an opera, a drama on a stage and I aint ever gonna quit until that fat bird is singing