Live Performance Of Coffee For Your Head Remix(With different beat)

Changed a few lyrics since i didnt wanna depress the auidence
Lyrics:
original lyrics: I wanna die but i dont wanna kill myself
debating taking my life but i rehealed my health
New lyrics: Im alive so I will survive
Depression will be what dies
When will it be when I feel enough
I Cant keep (friends old lyric)(new lyric is girls) insecurites steal my trust

maybe its cause my feelings erupt
I pleed to God but he isnt revealing much
I pray he keeps it real in the clutch
feeling like a broken wheel off a bus

I feel i cant be fixed im scrap metal
But maybe i can belong floor the gas pedal
I went my own route either route is stressful
I look normal so they think I have potential

I'll break your heart it aint intential
Only way I can make a difference is a pencil
So if you got your life together then go
I talk behind backs cause i speak better with instrumentals

Dont talk about marrage yet your messing with my mental
I wanna know if you have the same end goals
I'll visit you everyday once youve been home
I'll make you a coffee each morning when you go

I'm sorry that youre taking double shifts
Id get a job but mental healths a job as it is
We have plenty of time to afford a couple of kids
I know you just got home but can we snuggle a bit

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed

She tells me that "im being selfish
Your disabilities dont make you helpless
The wedding ring ima sell it
even in the bed youre celibate

Asexual is not a orientation
Autism doesnt mean your lifes a vacation
So back to your parents basment
This story isnt even real, you faked it"

I woke up that afternoon from the nightmare screaming
Parents heard and rushed into greet me

they said

Don't stay awake for too long
Don't go to bed
I'll make a cup of coffee for your head
I'll get you up and going out of bed
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