Chromo - Growing Pains Pt. 4

The pain that's deep
Inside of me
Everything that's lost
But somehow found
It plants another seed
Knowing what the cost is
From the ground

I grow another tree
A new man
Different part of me
A new land
Different views to see
Its cool
But i still got mouths to feed

And minds to open
Always growing
Always hoping
Never knowing
Still been coasting
Through the extra bullshit
From my own emotions

Tryina find the truth
Within the haystack
That is life
Within my place that
Leaves me hyped
I made mistakes
But I'm still i

--HOOK-----
The path to find yourself
Almost always leads through hell
A time that's chosen
We prevail
The pain it molds us
Even still
We find the force
Behind the will
With no recourse
We make the feild
Stepping forward
Feeling chills
Growing past
Our deepest ills
--HOOK-----

I lost my way
But here i am
Out there thinkin
I'm the man
With all this change
Inside my pocket
But no mind to understand

Caught up in a life of
Dodging coppers
Fightin robbers
Mind was fried
From all the uppers
Mixed with downers
Try to clown us
We pop off

In less than a minute
Was strapped for the business
Like ready or not we go
Mask off
Like hold up we in it
Was stackin them digits
Like walkin around
With 4 racks hot

Had big money
Spent on lawyers
Siezed by cops
With court recordins
Saw a lot
But lost way more
And in the end
Im better for it

--HOOK-----
The path to find yourself
Almost always leads through hell
A time thats chosen
We prevail
The pain it molds us
Even still
We find the force
Behind the will
With no recourse
We make the feild
Stepping forward
Feeling chills
Growing past
Our deepest ills
--HOOK-----

I found myself
Reached in deep
Still was broken well
I guess my time was chosen
Working past this fettered ocean

Insecurities
Thought debris
A puppet
Dirty effigy
Was luck
That had me thinking
I was god
Til karma
Beckoned me

Tryina piece whats
Left of me
Burried farther
Energy
Ive yet to master
Thinking faster
Searching through
My memories

Was always plastered
Mind so battered
Lost within my revelries
It all came crashing
High callapsing
Long before my felonies