kaleidoscopeANON

make it make sense big pharma enthusiasts

i don't think i will ever be free of the compulsions that want me to give up on myself i need to take little stickers n put them on the keys that i am playing so i remember since i am essentially a child it's okay amy the lyrics will still be the same this road makes me so mad but i choose to play piano while driving on it so... ever have an obsession, it don't matter how many x i go to confession God doesn't want me to keep berating myself tho i've already done sumin bad n it's not helping me to do to this porn is demonic for this specific reason good luck getting those bad thoughts outta yer head when in doubt self-destruct in the time you're doin it you swear you don't give a fuck it's almost seven years since no nut november happened back in 2017 people that rationalize lookin at porn are satan affiliates porn is bad in at least 25 different ways there are different levels of bad, not everyone is purposely immoral pretty sure that many use this exact logic to keep goin on the way they've been goin on ya ever made deals w/ God fifty turns into add some more zeros just keep lowering the bar until it's below sea level by that time yer confidence is so low that letting go is unfathomable apathy is a replacement for humanity i think i just explained america

the antsy in the pantsy one...that is correct i bet you could tell by the way she scurried over here n she's skinnier than me, man take the high road of acceptance or take the low road n take it personally i can't help but grow as a person, many are not up to the challenge do yawl hear thelonious (car) so many opportunities to learn esp if you make mistakes since i'm not Jesus i make mistakes quite a bit

recognize that symbol i guess mason lodges ain't that fancy ronnit is so high-maintenance

just look at that red door we used to line up outside this door n you had to show up super early if you wanted a good spot on the list i hate people that bang on doors i used to bring a stuffed animal every set this is googl EEE *thank you lauren i love cigarette smoke, we'll forgive their communism

they love to attack eachother in this thing gay pride tubee right here since it goes in five different directions krysta might be taking back sophie

is this my kid voice or is this my real voice do you learn things n are actually able to retain the information if i don't text back IMMEDIATELY i will forget i really wanna read this book but... we forgive that he's jewish they don't believe in Hell which explains alot does it not ronnit never texted me back, it's fine if she's mad at me over some miscommunication you love n hate the same people if she wasn't my actual friend i wouldn't care

some people aren't wired to do anything other than expire wishin to be different is stupid pray for acceptance cos that's the best thing you can do for yourself you really dunno what's gonna happen next i accepted this video is gonna cut me off now it resembles an ASMR ending haha trust the process of yer time running out...there it goes

i didn't wanna do comedy ANYWAY i utilized my time at the comedy venue pardon my humanity bad people prosper, good people suffer how you treat others is a reflection of how you treat yourself most bad people either don't have self-awareness or they're just garbage people say hi n bye to propaganda (plastic dinosaur)

this is a goodbye video dear poster how i feel about all govt but esp THIS govt if you're not an anarchist at this point... plants over pharmies all day he's done a lotta opium hahahahaha i hope charter is satisfied w/ these cos that's what he is getting last week i stood next to the window n meowed at this stranger cat, she meowed back repeatedly i don't think she slowly blinked, she dunno me like that

sophie looks just like arlo arlo killed himself w/ almonds paisley didn't give that much of a fuck in spite of him being her brother n all they will sit in the same room totally chill but if sophie gets too close to paisley she will howl/growl at her eventually they will be giving each other a bath, i can see that future

chips on the floorboard you disgusting pig amy i tell myself this means sumin am i dumb to enjoy little shit like this *when i was pulling outta here the other mini cooper was gone but i saw it coming from the other direction

i'd prefer to shoot videos this way that was the post office, THIS is the precinct check out those police balls pretty sure that song is about a druggie friend the replacements were more of a drinkie band so a comic friend of mine just got falsely accused of rape i hate how easy it is to just say some shit n everyone believes it for the time being so i don't wanna fall into this trap, at the same time it doesn't surprise me (he has major boundary issues) these kinda accusations have happened before, not always involving sex a lotta trashy behavior due to booze "mental illness" is an enjoyable escape *for those that know unenjoyable escape, that seems to be what everyone else is doing

i used to work at this upscale coffee shop i hated this job so much maybe somebody had the same sentiment as me that's not the police precinct, that's the post office i have listened to it waaaaaay more

this is the feeling right here trader joes ain't open but we can still gawk a cop wouldn't have any idea what's in my hand we still live in the nineties earth people don't really notice me cos i'm not one of em great american staple right here i just see fat people all the time i actually don't shoot that all that much

paisley jumped up on the cupboards to get away from sophie they keep staring each other down sophie looks so much like arlo paisley has to exert her dominance not only cos of her age but cos this is her house she didn't get it cos she makes too much $ i shouldn't have assumed that they would get along all cos they look alike, how simple-minded of me haha paisley can't get over herself just yet

sophie scratched me cos she realized the truth of her situation they eventually did get into it n i had to seperate them pretend to be male cats n duke it out so you can have a beer together afterwards they are both very territorial which is funny paisley is sitting on sophie's cat carrier n now sophie hates my guts for this shit time will tell if they can get over themselves

check out that scar, man i am such a child that lighting is cool behind me, totally not me don't underestimate the impact of artistic endeavors cos they will pay off no matter what anyone has to say about em my existence proves that you can do anything the haters hate themselves n don't know it cos they lack self-awareness DO SUMIN W/ YER HANDS (besides scroll)

this is the fourth time that thelonious (mini cooper) has been towed some people get awkward about being filmed which i understand he is going to eurofix right now pray for thelonious plz pray for thelonious just yer avg religious nutjob you can give inanimate objects life by appreciating them maybe that's just another lie i tell myself holy shit i looks so old now! ritualistically kissing those things to extend their life is it cos i'm adopted that i do this weird thing? if sumin can be salvaged n i didn't seize that opportunity i feel like a total piece a shit don't worry we've already cried over this shit i gotta go pay this guy now but plz pray for us thank you

i do not wanna fucking being here ronnit dragged me out here the first time i came here i was the last one on the list i still get nervous no matter how many x i have done this everything is still just like middle school every phase of life is strikingly similar to the last one

two dinosaurs now, it looks like they busted outta that mini mini cooper haha total bullshit that's taught in schools good thing that cop is staring the other direction yes that's evolution and yawl already know propaganda my friend brittany's kid wanted me to have this dinosaur evolution doesn't remember but propaganda does as long as you're moving... they have a lot to bond over!

i keep saying imma do this n i know it takes me awhile i think i'm a little to avande garde for them am i gaslighting myself again they get booked w/out the persona tho my whole existence seems like a persona no i'm not doing a bit, my existence is a joke lexi is waiting on me that's my bitch, my little oreo when she gets mad she acts way more black then white, i would too all the mixed people i know say the nword a lot i should try harder to be successful in some kinda way

that's brittany, she's pretty fuckin funny yes i take a lotta these signs home i dunno if biden really did that tho our co-worker corey is one of the only black trump supporters i know whether liberal or conservative, they're all pieces a shit my uniform looks like shit haha they're gonna fuck us over no matter what i do prefer the trump dildo tho i know i need to take a shower

it's like it never even happened they even detailed the inside which is awesome since i refuse

we are finally doin it this is quite a process yes it's roy orbison i told yawl, music is a religious experience i will not quarter ass! it's about time that i get this done