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i actually meant it this time good n sad, totally my style i think i'm confident in who i am n the way that i understand this world i know i'm right so i trust this mess of a process i'll never be that polished version of myself if we could actually coexist wouldn't you think that the world would be so much better by now i'm typically right about people, i wish they'd surprise me i'm a very offensive ole gal that was painful wasn't it vortex this reminds me of a lotta songs way better than this one it's not about winning anyway this part of me won't disappear all cos i want it to i'm not a witch, man i can't get away w/ that one thing in particular but i can get away w/ way more my parents showed up at my track meets so i continued to run even tho i hated it school is a load of bullshit reading, writing n arithmetic...that's it public school is just an excuse to hold children captive for an extended period of time under fluorescent lights junction is not the right word, i shoulda said institution a lotta shit that various drugs will do to you i wouldn't be on this path if it hadn't been for a lotta shit

i don't like that chord now i always wanted deliverance from the world that i live in this never ceases to be true i hate hate hate anything that separates me from myself i can't put my consciousness on the shelf, booze was the only thing that could do that for me i wasn't expecting to play that chord, oh well here we go remember that video where i spoke about the stickers i was fixin to use on my keyboard i never thought that videotaping everything would be a thing ag is so oldskool, we still use the word videotape nobody's interesting nobody knows why things are so popular do yawl like my nail polish the most feminine thing i do is probably cry about the world *hopefully not on camera i always thought there was an art to talkin bout regular stuff they talk ad infinitum hopefully what they say is true but if it ain't who cares don't chu love this world (no accountability) all it took was a little push n everyone is off a cliff everyone is off key to say the least i want chu to know that i know so don't gimme shit that is a lamb but it ain't Jesus i mean it was on the religious sticker sheet i can't repeat melodies, that's what i meant i trip myself up way too much to be an actual musician easy shit that i will still screw up i am a one man band, i can't imagine working w/ anyone it's a man's world that's why it functions right the divine feminine is comin back in a small way cos we tiny technology has exacerbated all the problems that were already there to begin w/ what if the flood is the internet i guess i'm noah, doesn't that just make sense i wouldn't be doin this if i wasn't confident sometimes that doesn't mean confidence hahahaha

who needs the mark of the beast when you got so many things representing the demonic most people don't even notice it i actually don't think that modern medicine is ANYTHING that they say it is, yay nay or gay it's pretty obvious that what they've always been doin is ominous guess you gotta be schizophrenic they're so easily thwarted so easy to take sumin that most people don't think about anyway n totally contort it til everything's distorted they never knew what was what anyway more like hell being GET IT a far away place or right here right now why would they give sumin away if it's as good as they say what the motherfuck is free in this country mediSIN GET IT but what if it isn't a sin to you, it's just what you do but what if what you do is governed by whatever everybody do they'll never be so bold as to walk away from society nothin worse than a sheep talkin shit i guess they look like cockroaches, man it doesn't bother them in the slightest money is all these mfs care about technology represents status it's all ominous and obvious to me the stuff that nobody should trust they trust wholeheartedly n unquestionably that's why they get so mad when they're exploited it's so easy to do when you don't give a fuck about yer life if somebody held a knife to yer throat you'd still resist giving em yer phone they've sacrificed everything else all so they could stare at a screen for the time being we're in a constant state of now

showing (not telling) you what to do i repeatedly break this rule so i guess that's why i quit writing our society is always telling on themselves they always prove that they don't value diddley squat that poor camera lense do yawl see the state of my car (and everything else) i shoot videos w/ this canon camcorder ag explains her setup we don't have a camcorder mount we've never had a smartphone...the reasons for this increase daily we break our own rules too so... damn ocd easy to say that we'll start or stop n then we do the same shit that we've been doin schizophrenia is stigmatized for this specific reason even the sheep wish they were me hahaha i never thought it was even possible to be conventional, so i never counted it as optional i just go along w/ whatever makes sense at the time we all gotta deal w/ everyone else's failure to acknowledge the parts of themselves that they don't wanna acknowledge i have the opposite problem i guess i have always been obsessed w/ mental illness those of us lucky enough to have a personality disorder... i am not "suffering" from mental illness, sorry big pharma you lost one being uncomfortable n suffering are two totally different things those w/ actual depression make shit so i don't believe em most of these terms amt to this one: boredom you come up w/ terms to rationalize not doing anything sadness is just part of life, DEAL WITH IT DAMNIT

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being a conscious american is weird we can make easy assessments due to our ability to pick up on energies you gotta be schizo to question authority i swear can you prove that the ones that tell you what to do have good intentions they love to lecture us we all know that why do you trust them in the first place many things are just assumed in relation to societal roles how much of this is our fault nobody told them that they could ask this question the ask it basket would solve many problems for whatever reason they are ashamed of their own confusion or lack of knowledge ag is more than willing to piss off teachers my fave teacher yelled at me in front of the entire class n then the rest of the students followed suit maybe that bitch shouldn't have been my fave teacher how dare you force me to think about anything n challenge my current level of comfort if honesty were forced the way that lying is... confront yer feelings for the sake of honesty you're mad cos you're uncomfortable that's it i didn't write that joke hahaha

i love this fuckin hat mental illness is quite tricky society don't have a lick of a solution their solutions are just added complications that turn into another problem i understand the original problem i DO give more of a fuck than you not that giving a fuck is sumin to brag about tho all they do is brag, man what a drag i remember thinkin how futile procreation was in the late eighties not that you gotta raise geniuses but parenting isn't truly valued millennials are all kindza screwed up becuz of the timing of our formation remember web pages n shit we grew up on the cusp of a technology revolution why am i the only one that had this revelation super charged empath, that's why i don't wanna get killed all for switching lanes most people that procreate are stupid as fuck not an anti-natalist but an informed cynic yer panic attack is a little late, dear society panicking a long time ago about all the stuff yawl didn't know everything is happening exactly as i had foretold ag applied orwellian knowledge hence the flip phone only emotionally intelligent people should procreate it's not the kids' fault that their world is shit if they're not even conscious of their own decisions... after hundreds of rounds of self-assessment THEN you can blame somebody God ain't gonna save america considering that it's babylon

everything's a part of this thing called art all my pain brought me to this place so glad that i hate image-oriented anything they believe what the world tells em cos they have nothing goin for em concerned what people think (but they don't tho) nobody takes my advice but other comedians i have no choice but to be funny don't let people erase it all cos it's weird don't let em convince you that sumin is wrong w/ you all becuz ______ that's MY parking spot damnit i park next to the dumpster for a reason not just a play on words but i'm mocking my trashville of a life sorry bout this head thing, i can't not do it i chased my mental illness til it chased me back i tried to warn em before "covid" even hit the states i tried to warn em bout the phones back in 2007 i'd rather die in the middle of the woods than be a crackhead like the rest of society you gave yer 12 yr old daughter a crackpipe, i mean... yer lack of analysis will be yer demise this is the result of society not giving a fuck about itself i can't stand women talking (gotta do it all day) but amy most things you say are correct whenever i'm wrong n make a mistake i promptly admit it n beg for forgiveness i'm a human that says stuff that's all why are americans so obsessed w/ boxes that's max checkin me out right there https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHzfhU8t5i8 if i SHOW yawl my method maybe you'll get it no such thing as a self-awareness award but if there were...

where everyone can talk shit, where people that dunno anything act like they know everything i sure hope i'm not like that, man this is my channel for better or worse it matters to me that's why i do it damn i must be driving super slow haha i don't like it how people think they know everything if you have a problem w/ my thang how bout you do your thang i don't claim to know every facet of some subject i would never call myself an expert n shit what's it all worth really, these credentials i mean instinct told me that psych meds weren't too much fun so i should do the fun drugs same instinct that hated the fuck outta school true i never raised my hand to ask questions you can't question the authority of said people God is the ultimate authority i'm the authority over my mind n body here go you a musical side rant i can barely handle this one, don't need another one if you don't like what you're getting from yourself why would you add another person it's yer responsibility to figure this shit out so many problems would be weeded out this way america wouldn't be america cos only self-aware people would procreate narcissists would finally commit suicide or they could just figure out how to be sexually responsible i don't wanna be a fascist but america has turned me into this monster

i've stated in previous videos that imma use stickers i dunno what keys i'm playing jesus stickers, how apropo white jesus in nazareth stickers i have the tendency to do just that whenever i think i found a fix back to the same old shit, typical typical i didn't get these at my church, i don't recall who gave these to me i've played THESE chords so many times from here on out no mishaps (we hope) it's silly for me think that we won't make a mistake from now on but that's a lie that i tell myself over n over again, i know i'm full a shit haha why would i do that...is it human nurture (ag's interpretation) focusing on sin doesn't help, just knowing that you ain't shit is the most important thing who doesn't love their lies tho just trying to take what's bad n make it good i thought that's what i should do w/ my life, is that dumb or what i got bonafide! intentions there are lotza people w/out good intention i wish i could say that i see thru them all sometimes they can fool me too but not for as long as they do everyone else i guess this really ain't a contest, i promise not trying to compete w/ you, not sumin i could do anyway not trying to make you agree or see what i see i like the way that this sounds, i keep the tempo miraculously why would you keep trying if it ain't working i never try to get drunk people sober i won't try to convince anyone of anything, i just try to be the best example of what i believe in it doesn't mean shit if you don't figure it out yourself i wouldn't try to make anybody come to my church back door bitch comedy just made sense cos everything i do i am reluctant about i am definitely doin it for the right reason alright

what did we even talk about in the last video maybe you could pay attention to everyone else staring at their slot machine maybe just maybe this is why things are falling apart maybe just maybe it's a problem that people ain't in touch w/ their heart, forget their soul it's quite sad to think about not gloating cos i'm on this billboard i tried to warn em n tell em what was gonna happen why wouldn't you go along w/ the world these are my kids, i got so many if i was a mommy...33 is a good # i'm so random hahahaha cucumbers in a styrofoam cup...CLASSIC ag i was not a Christian in my last two yt channels i hate it when people are behind me, it makes me nervous n paranoid horror movies have FUCKED w/ my head turn signals are the right thing to do whatever! i like his writings it does kinda sorta change things tho hahahaha i see truth in the God vs Satan "narrative" i just told you my comedy secrets it's a lotta metaphors that showcase transformation thru God God is part of us n we are part of God, so we must sacrifice the way that jesus did you can't be a christian shithead i don't care what you don't believe God's my best friend so it just makes sense that i'd eventually be a christian i was a klepto so... i got escorted outta this liquor store tmrw @ holy Communion we'll cry about it again i shoot w/ a canon camcorder n i'm just wingin it sometimes the angles are pretty cool the process DOES work out, sometimes in truly brilliant ways... most of the time it's pretty redundant at least it's better than a podcast it's okay if it's just me there's plenty of me to go around, why i can't be around anyone for too long unless you wanna procreate it's a total joke the camera is gonna cut me off at any point (it will i promise)

your guess is as good as mine, vortex what key is this? my heart is in the place people that share this quality tend to like me a lot fake flaky sacks of shit n overly sensitive candyasses tend to dip not that i mind one bit if you're watching this channel you probably pay attention to yer surroundings most people dunno what's good for them but they supposedly know what's good for everyone else they're so bold (online) but they're all gonna fold capitalism at its' finest i'm right to hate this world yer philosophy will be the end of you all this convenience has left you totally inexperienced there's a sick part of me looking forward to this they ignore it til they can't no more those totally bereft of empathy lecturing me i react to cops a lot like a black leftist stop making them $ they never complain for the right reason waiting in line longer is what is triggering them 1st: world you can't be friends w/ the world as a Christian the world is there to tease you n provide you a false sense of comfort convenience just means killing yourself a little bit drive-thrus are so dehumanizing but...

if you can put up w/ me good on ya some days i can't stand myself n it's shocking that i didn't kill myself i can't not be honest, so goodbye it never even occurs to me that i could lie i've lied maybe 5 x n i'm almost 39 this fact only impresses God you want you to lie to yourself to get by the really cool ones will stab you in the front the even cooler ones will just slit yer throat i am a liability i want people that will walk w/ Jesus anytime there's some truth n good the ones that run the world will do what they do best why would God lie to you they are easily fooled n ridiculed i get sumin out of it, that's why i go the world commands that you go along loving yer brother IS the most difficult commandment eventually the technology will be able to punish me for thinkin the nword lucky me, no death star phone george orwell was trying to warn us but i feel like i was the only one that actually got that i can't stop using the rword thinkin bout this world people don't learn diddley squat do they braggin about what you were forced to learn? it's a competition damnit in 3 hours you are gonna forget this the internet has proven that time is nonexistent i wanted to drop outta high school so bad johnny rotten was right about the schools being prisons, most things are prisons if you really think about it

this is my channel so these are the chords i'm gonna play a beautiful thing to do yer own thing none of my biz...exactly the keyboard randomly shuts off when the battery is going bye bye the camera is wobbling becuz of this _____ this is the part of the road that goes around as you can see... i'm a good person that believes in communication however... i'm still sorry about it the wipers can be on just a little bit i STILL believe in communication this nodding i've been doing as of late... this person is pretty down-trodden motherfuck up trodden, i dunno what the fuck that even means i live w/in the Kingdom of God which explains my happiness personality disorder on the schizophrenia spectrum so... the devil can make fine attempts all day but he's not successful for very long cos i know what he's doin malaise is the right word! i like how i explained this...you're just OVER it you do stuff all day that makes you more depressed n anxious n you don't have to my channel exists all for you to get more conscious there's my annoying voice cos i am annoyed they take forever to turn but i guess they are being cautious i used to never be positive about anything so it's very strange that i'm on this level now i didn't think that achieving this level was possible God did it but you gotta do His will just love one another, love yer brother like yer father told you to i read the Bible cos it helps me you're never gonna win an imaginary contest i'm a housewife to the house of God i'm gonna clean, all i care about is making him proud of me men n women are all kindza screwed up cos they dunno what they're supposed to do every thing is a fine attempt to serve the Lord i'll keep doin it regardless of whether or not they think it's meaningless okay so we brought it back talk to yourself talk to God, it's actually not odd at all all this shit i got that many people would not want i thought the goal was to be happy n walk around w/ a sense of purpose alcoholic not anonymous AT ALL they're either really bored or really traumatized if you turn around the trauma it can be the most useful thing in the end AA people are boring as fuck, any social group typically is alcoholism is a very easy way to escape drinking to deal w/ trauma vs. drinking to deal w/ boredom stumbling around lookin for my purpose, emptiness didn't make much sense but i felt that along w/ everything else so much emotion i didn't know what to do w/ it God is real, you'll find that at the very bottom of the well wisdom comes from painful things cos studying is a defense raging alcoholism hence spirits i take holy communion a lot like a case of beer salvation below sea level organized (we forgive) religion (isn't everything) tapping into that one part that we all have via religion, i guess that's a good thing unfortunately a lotta people involved in many religions aren't too tapped into that one part but their religion is more of an identity that allows them to shame other people people need an explanation, this is true always don't think i dunno...13.55 perfection but back to being that housewife... never bored w/ what i got that He gave to me a lotta things that i didn't have fun experiencing but God showed me that it didn't have to be so bad after all i could twist these things til i could locate a purpose to make it all worth it i hope that you find that, man don't give up, don't despair damnit Jesus has overcome the world if you have the love of God inside you, you can overcome all this shit too minor example right here for ya alcoholics watch this channel so they know what to do hothead AND pothead??? everyone is her punching bag when she gets pissy i've spoken about this bitch a lot, she's like my little sister that i fight w/ once a month i lost my steam i will totally admit it i have the same issue everywhere i go it seems everyone is too busy on their phone to do their job she doesn't have that level of awareness so i just let it ride just cos i feel a certain way doesn't mean that i should go off about sumin w/out self-control you just make an ass of yourself i don't wanna be all the bad things, i hate social media cos of how dehumanizing it is fuck smartphone technology n here's another soapbox bit stagnation on the inside, reacting on the outside i don't bother talkin to her whenever she's mad, not gonna deal w/ it moods change, man...just fuckin wait news stories ain't serious n you'll forget it in 3 days or less christian conservatives hate cat people, NEVER FORGET why don't they like me when i call them out on being the evil sacks of shit that they are the algorithm don't like me the comatose, as i've said they're not willing to do anything that inspires their personal growth so they are in way dead already guess i'm a cunt, byebye now

everyone's doin the same thing but they think it's different from the one they hate consciousssssssssss amy if they were truly conscious they'd start considering suicide that's not fair for me to assume... i have to wonder what all isn't there cos you don't want it to be i have compassion for the general public for their lack of understanding as if a hashtag is gonna change anything they've managed to convince many people to do many things that don't do a damn thing voting is useless i wouldn't trash women if women weren't trash, just sayin the men that fuck them put up w/ their shit for that very reason everybody chooses to be the thing that they hate another ugly ass car (cyber trucks) they saw it amy, they saw it here's ag being petty about cyber trucks i think this has always been true actually beauty and everything else is in the eye of the beholder this obsession w/ status is one of the main reasons why america sucks i'm allowed to be disgusted by this i shouldn't assume that the drivers are pieces a shit all cos i don't like their cars tho these cars are so small that you can forget about em why would anyone wanna drive sumin that looks like a cardboard box i have an actual wheel in front of me so that was kinda pointless whatever is popular is typically dumb ag is doin shit that was popular back in 1992 tho i don't actually care but i can rant cos i'm a comedian n that's part of the art form damnit perhaps i should write some jokes about it instead of just ranting on this channel self-care really ain't my forte but i ain't trying to be ugly ugliness is just what happens sometimes fat positivity is exactly what it is health is the goal damnit gaslighting is a huge part of human existence if you're american then it totally makes sense

i added to that previous chord that i like so much i walk w/ confidence cos i know what this is n what it isn't i don't need to convince ya what i'm doin or not doin this is real to me regardless of how the world feels about it defense is the wrong approach i guess i offended the comatose don't chu have an overzealous supply of xanax to get by so why does this bother you so much i hate this shit on the interstate i guess i'm just paranoid or sumin this shit makes me so mad i just want yawl to see this is that a chipmunk? i am dumb you know what fuck it...CLASSIC ag i meow when ANYTHING happens i get disappointed w/ myself when i can't keep sumin good goin maybe i should take that transformation into account way more ooooh that black key i'm sure those cops are waiting for sex traffickers why aren't there road blocks to stop actual criminal activity drunk driving ain't that serious lotza people do illegal shit all the time cos they're good at it i need to use this method for real nineties kid can you tell the backwards cap is a lotta things for a lotta people of all different tribes of course i have a lotta stickers

i have a very messy house i know i should probably talk about this... giant pile of clothes to fold so i hope you enjoy this there you go vortex everybody has at least one friend that is this way still not a clinical psychologist so this is just an unconventional laywoman's assessment fuck medication. it's evil it can always be questioned but i have had enough clinical people along w/ regular ass people that agree w/ me that narcissistic spirit that does not come from God will do a number on you ocd can turn into really amazing music when God is working thru you, i am talking about myself somewhat but also about my friend judson who can actually play piano...https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r2RK40p5XUo judson is a very captivating performer passion will manifest in not so great a way mental illness but also addiction...that's why alcohol is referred to as spirits those in western countries dunno much about it if it directly relates to you then you probably should learn a fuck ton about it, fam and here comes my arrogant voice i've also managed to learn that the world is pretty useless n stupid (lacking a true interest in understanding anything) technology makes narcissism a helluva lot worse this was already a problem before the internet technology has nuked communication as well as creativity AI memes? memes were already uncreative as it was some of the AI art is pretty fuckin cool not saying that artists don't exist but as a culture people don't care much about art for the same reason that they don't wanna resolve their psyche troubles text msg or tweets or posts that garner a particular type of attention, i know what's going on kinda sorta obsessed w/ me AND a fucking boomer that i met @ my church, no thanks i will always hate compliments. i prefer challenges i wish that i'd never smoked pot w/ this mf it clearly meant sumin different to him i don't think nothin of these types of things but they obviously do n then i feel bad cos i'm like leading them on even tho i establish my terms n conditions in the beginning tension will hang in the air unless sumin is done about that sex part of everyone's brain i feel bad for people, it's the guilt complex they attach themselves to that they must read off of me i knew all these things in the beginning n i totally validated him just by replying as if i need that, oh the fucking audacity they're the ones that need the validation i have to stop talking to him becuz the same shit happens so it's kinda sorta my fault they are frontal lobe deficient so... they can't see themselves do anything so they make really bad decisions more often that not, hence this one involving totally destroying his truck most narcissists are only malignant towards themselves they don't desire to hurt anyone but w/out self-awareness they can't do anything that would offer effective change this is a crazy ass story n he showed me pictures of his poor truck, RIP big ass farm truck he has man skills tho so that's still sumin dudes that make it obvious that they wanna fuck me are absolutely revolting to me i hate men that can't shut up, it's even worse than women not shutting up believe it or not i don't need yawl to listen but i appreciate it if you do i hope that you get sumin outta this n i guess it's good for me too (therapeutic anyway) i feel bad for this dude but at the same time he's the one who keeps shooting himself in the foot no boundaries, impulsive, hot temper...the frontal lobe strikes again! they must talk n be the center of attention at all times but they're their own worst enemy, man they can't see themselves making mistake after mistake after mistake you can't do anything about it when you can just blame somebody else, i mean this is america so... this is such an american pattern of behavior isn't it i love this fucking sweater i can feel that manipulation now i gaslight myself into thinking that i'm paranoid n give em the benefit of the doubt

no we don't bemoan our circumstances we have cats, did you know this yogurt has been refrigerated i promise just be grateful for whatever you have in that moment God will take care of you IF you keep this mindset suffering for righteousness's sake is a virtue mockery has been a significant part of my experience most aren't honest cos they want the world's approval my whole existence is a risk most are pathetic n will never listen to anything that challenges them it's way easier to stay the same n keep complaining i have never not been conscious of my experience booze knocked my ass out which was a nice relief say you take sumin that you're told to take... those dots never get connected cos the general public doesn't see these experiences as dots to connect many don't wanna challenge this world i love this brain disease damnit conventional means never made any sense to me i guess they are trying to infiltrate the system or some shit twitter does not meet ag's standards of living be grateful for terrible things for their wisdom technology discourages consciousness i swear when consciousness becomes a contest... living in conspiracy land is detrimental to yer mental health more n more people will kill themselves america is gonna be jonestown w/out the "communism" america is one box after another if this country were so free why are people so boring the upside to a "communist takeover" "we're so cooked" (in a 5g microwave that nobody complains about) that bitch that's running for prez...exactly do yawl remember when kamala had the lowest approval rating of all the democrats in the primaries they're all equally retarded either false hope or false vilification you allow yourself to be manipulated damnit it's probably gonna be a false messiah harmful to read the Bible w/out discernment who can bring about the end of the world quicker what's happening right now is an extended version of the processed church staying positive will enable you to continue to do the will of God go ahead n laugh at my security that i've had since i was young Jesus is the closest thing to the truth based on His teachings nothing else our govt has proven that they can change history on a whim, they have definitely done that w/ all religious text DSM keeps changing all the disorders, hence removing homosexuality as a mental disorder in 1973 pluto must be a woman tik tok trance vs. legit transgender the percentage of actual trance! people is extremely small, like teenie tiny if they took an actual MRI scan of their brain tho (actual science, man) mental illness forces you to study yourself (i suppose this statement requires some clarification, certain types of mental illness) i'm soooooo lucky i can't say it enough i took the time to study my mind asking questions always hurts authority but there's all the glory pleasing God is enough for me i wake up every day fulfilled, my cup runneth over not THAT special club the Kingdom of Heaven is the VIP section i don't have to stress anywhere near as much i know why they consider that to be a cope i can take myself out cos understanding is my objective it doesn't offend me that you don't believe what i do just say i'm being deceived so you can win you can say anything cos God will take everything if you don't earn it, it won't mean shit anton lavey was working for people, nothing remotely interesting about that mf this feeling that i've always been trusting is called intuition they will use any aspect of yer identity against you so freak it is

welcome to my house it's a madhouse GET IT that audio ain't too bad, probably becuz the camcorder is so close to me (i have it on the tripod, we are getting high tech now watch out) no point in apologizing when i have no intention of doin anything different people are so fake n care about all the wrong things honesty is always the right thing my light is enough i reckon this is a classic example of a literal self-help channel mentally free from the confines of yer reality of course i got hang ups i've done enough work on myself so i could give a flashlight most problems can be boiled down to a lack of self-assessments n criticism not constructive but combative n it don't make you bawlsy the stronger person is busting w/ empathy thinking less of the one next to em is a weakness everything has sumin to give even if it's total shit you can learn a lot from everyone thank you for teaching me what not to do

best way to start a video right there sophie (cat) ain't worried about haiti man that timing was brilliant haiti gon catch these paws propaganda (dinosaur) is sleeping right now pray without ceasing, almost finished w/ that one we ain't connecting over real things if you got all these people talking about some fake news story that's a good way to control the general public hey ain't springfield the fictitious town in the simpsons elon musk is part of their club nothing is a coincidence i'm not gonna say that nothing of the sort happened but i am very suspicious memory is no more smartphones are way worse than crack pipes you can forget critical thinking n self-assessment n shit it's universal mania not many seem to be conscious of their experience remember 96% efficacy? b/c i don't have a smartphone i feel like i have photographic memory in comparison w/ everyone around me people should be getting wiser w/ age, this is what st. vincent has rightly called a birth in reverse

the worse this world gets the better off i am i've always seen this world in HD now they're finally noticing you can't keep playing victim if there's a solution handy when do they not do it to themselves nobody gets to choose how they grow up how apropo that i'm listening to the replacements when it comes to being a robot nobody cares about replacement they love to forget that they're a human doin human things they gotta scroll just to take a shit God's promises okay God didn't disappear, you chose not to notice His existence when you realize everything is a conscious choice you'll have more of a voice in yer own life many seem to enjoy getting pushed around be prepared for when you set that boundary shitheads will prove that they are shitheads they probably dunno what they're doin tho (most people don't) infantilized by the culture n the shitheads that promote it shitheads cos they're full of shit GET IT i've noticed that lately i've been ending the songs like that speed up says the man in my head that bitch mustve heard me talkin bout her i typically don't make eye contact w/ another driver esp on the freeway i hope she lives her life to the fullest i hardly ever raise my voice so that's why i do it so much on this channel i'm a team player not a hater damnit several straight white men pretending to be gay on stage, very strange world we are living in now prove it to the class how insecure you are i like this dude too by the way, i mean he's a nice guy these work boots are real sexy (i think) ag doesn't know how to put on shoes so i wasn't saying the r-word n i guess i changed my mind...again so much for my self-discipline the misogyny gets more n more real every day i listen to lauren but she's masculine the way that women talk is so obnoxious there's that tinge of arrogance i don't like bitches unless they're right it's okay to be a cunt when warranted tho if women leave the house in skanky ass clothing, they should expect to be "mistreated" esp by all these new people polluting the country baptism is for past mistakes, confession is just in case... i am so excited about this yogurt yawl, i'm gonna project n assume yer excitement as well

my priest recently gave me this visual during my last confession n it really helped me the lie of any addiction ie compulsion they call any inconvenience a disease bouncing that ball to the other side of the court they know what we want/need so they exploit us the ones that control the world understand human behavior way better than we do trick yer brain that tricks you once you start doin shit you will regret you just keep on goin once you pop (pills) the fun don't stop (true) all you want is relief but you never get it do you maybe america just reminds me of myself it don't matter how many x that thing doesn't actually deliver disappointed in myself for trusting the lie. again when it comes to the authority of my obsessions i submit i wouldn't be half as interesting if i didn't struggle this understanding is truly a blessing wicked chickens lay deviled eggs flower shop ladeh is funny all liberals make their political views known still a liberal at heart, even all the way over here at the far right that sun looks fake tho but we'll forget it i hate it when they dunno it's their turn did yawl see that fat guy, i'm sure he noticed the camcorder no dance, just the same old shuffle just a min left of shooting (this is why it randomly cuts out) screwey brain syndrome the devil wants you to focus on the shittier part of you this world is very corrupt n pushing the seven deadly sins on you at all times so remember that n be easy on yourself (but still hold yourself accountable) too obsessive for a smartphone i don't need the internet in my pocket, too the camcorder cut me off n didn't even notify me!

i don't think i will ever be free of the compulsions that want me to give up on myself i need to take little stickers n put them on the keys that i am playing so i remember since i am essentially a child it's okay amy the lyrics will still be the same this road makes me so mad but i choose to play piano while driving on it so... ever have an obsession, it don't matter how many x i go to confession God doesn't want me to keep berating myself tho i've already done sumin bad n it's not helping me to do to this porn is demonic for this specific reason good luck getting those bad thoughts outta yer head when in doubt self-destruct in the time you're doin it you swear you don't give a fuck it's almost seven years since no nut november happened back in 2017 people that rationalize lookin at porn are satan affiliates porn is bad in at least 25 different ways there are different levels of bad, not everyone is purposely immoral pretty sure that many use this exact logic to keep goin on the way they've been goin on ya ever made deals w/ God fifty turns into add some more zeros just keep lowering the bar until it's below sea level by that time yer confidence is so low that letting go is unfathomable apathy is a replacement for humanity i think i just explained america

laughing/crying for some reason passing fire truck, did you see it it's good for me to do standup but i lack the enthusiasm i don't wanna drive 40min into the city w/ the crap roads n not even be able to go up brad doesn't wanna take us n i totally understand i don't feel like doing it either tho i might go to this mic but probably not everything is stagnant right now thanks to technology i wanna live a transformative life that inspires most appear to stay the same is that an ego thing or what sometimes that i wasn't so analytical i could enjoy myself way more if i wasn't this way i would probably be the type of person that i bitch about on yt i don't wanna be no dullard maybe people should care just a little more

the antsy in the pantsy one...that is correct i bet you could tell by the way she scurried over here n she's skinnier than me, man take the high road of acceptance or take the low road n take it personally i can't help but grow as a person, many are not up to the challenge do yawl hear thelonious (car) so many opportunities to learn esp if you make mistakes since i'm not Jesus i make mistakes quite a bit