My journey and remembering of CSA #6: MDMA assisted therapy 2.4 (of 2.6)
Hello men and women!
Please watch #1, #2, #3 etc.. before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.
In this video I share the 4th 55minute segment from my second MDMA treatment. In the footage you can see in particular the language patterns used by the abuser evolving in a very practised and alarming manner... My body acting as some kind of somatic audio recorder.. Replaying the words of those also around me while also reanimating what they physically did to me as a five and a half year old boy.
In this footage, I also stop protecting the image of someone who has directly betrayed me, and contributed to my children being stolen from me, and them being abused by a covert Narc... From this point forward, I will no longer be protecting the names or images of those who have betrayed me or abused me - in the sharing of previously recorded footage of my journey of remembering.
There's important points to take onboard.. as a potential taker of medicine.. as a facilitator of medicinal journeys... as generally as a normal person and as a survivor of abuse...
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child by several invisible adults, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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My journey and remembering of CSA #5: MDMA assisted therapy 2.3 (of 2.6)
Hello men and women!
Please watch #1, #2 and #3 before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.
In this video I share the 3rd 55minute segment from my second MDMA treatment. In the footage you can see in particular the language patterns used by the abuser evolving in a very practised manner... My body acting as some kind of somatic audio recorder.. Replaying the words of those also around me.
This footage feels particularly exposing due to some of the positions I'm moved into, and also due to my tongue sticking out - which I remember from the original re-experiencing, I had to learn to do so I didn't choke while being raped in my mouth.
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child by several invisible adults, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
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The beauty and importance of CONSENT, and what becomes possible when it is most deeply honoured!
Good Men and Good women!!
In this video, I discuss the important topic of #Consent and how essential it is for true intimacy and healing and love.
I share some from my personal story, including attending a workshop called #gettingconsciouswithKINK ran by an amazing man called Seani Fool... A ritual around consent my main takeaway..
I talk of the heavy responsibility we as men bear for the safety and wellbeing of those women we are intimate with.
I talk about the duty and responsibility, that is the handmaiden of CONSENT... (this ain't no new age, woke and impotent kinda waffle I promise).
I talk about the price to be paid of an act of violation, and why it is a more severe crime than taking another's life - in the eyes of They who created us.
This can transform you intimate relationship. Whether you be man OR woman.
I also talk of some of the dangers and pitfalls, how dark triad sorts (such as narcs) might use your decency against you!
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The original promise between men and women PART 3 (holding trauma appropriately)
Dear men and women.
Trigger warnings and NSFW content, if you are a survivor of sexual abuse, you may find some of the themes here upsetting, please proceed with self care at the forefront should you chose to watch.
An important video and followup to "The original promise between men and women PART 1 & 2" - I breakdown some of the finer details and principles around holding your lover should ones trauma arise while being intimate with each other.
And about important principles of what is needed and appropriate and what is not.
For some - coming to see and understand the original promise of men and women can be incredibly confronting, especially in this inverted and lie ridden society in which we live. In many ways its easier to offhandedly dismiss such truths in many ways... including "trauma projection" or "outdated gender roles" or "anti women ideas" or whatever else.
The reality is; that truth is what it is, and we must bend ourselves to it OR live a lie. We have the freedom to chose which. But if we wish to be most happy and satisfied, and to most deeply play our part in the world being righted - so we must come to live in accordance with what we are.
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My journey and remembering of CSA #4: MDMA assisted therapy 2.2 (of 2.6)
Dear men and women,
In this video there is the second segment of 55 minutes of footage from my second MDMA journey/treatment. There will be 6 parts detailing the complete journey so you can see for yourself how it all unfolds.
I was and remain incredibly grateful for the medicine and what it allowed me to remember.
My paedophile so called father and my disgusting-disowned family who support him... would have me think that I have merely undergone some kind of drug induced psychosis... which according to them allows me to finally feel like a victim - or as someone who is special, so I can get the attention that I've always been so desperate to have... !?!?!?
I challenge anyone who watches this kind of footage to genuinely come to the conclusion that it 'isn't real.' Or that I'm doing it 'for attention' or whatever else....
See more on the wisdom of our bodies, how the body keeps track of everything it experiences, especially traumatic results that are too difficult to bear at the time. #thebodyremembers #thebodykeepsthescore #thebodydoesntlie
Of particular note: What started in the last segment, and continued throughout this one, was the voice I kept speaking out: "It's not your fault, I just couldn't help it" - at the time I was horrified in a way, I KNEW the voice wasn't mine.... and so this is the first of many occasions where my body has replayed words that my abusers said to me.... like some kind of old school cassette audio recorder.
Another point of note in this footage, is the grind..... going around and around and then dropping a level into deeper layers of experience. NOTHING about the last couple of years, in which I've relived so much of what was done to me has been easy.... I've earnt my learnings and my wisdom with blood, sweat, tears, heartbreak and the repeated shattering of my mind...
I know that as I keep sharing my story, it will gradually become harder and harder for my detractors to doubt me. At some point - my treacherous and cowardly and disowned 'brothers,' along with the rest of my 'family,' along with ALL of those who have turned against me due to the machinations of my narcissistic-witch of an EX, OR who did so simply because they are too chicken shit to accept such evil happens in the world - and so they more readily choose to make me wrong or mad or whatever else.... than consider that I DID survive such evil.
I will NEVER forgive those who betrayed me, those who could of made things right throughout my remembering - but who instead chose to play it out all over again, just like when I was a child. But I am not a child anymore, I don't need any of you, and each and every one of you should be ashamed of yourselves.
Infact one day, I will have vengeance upon you all. Cowards, enablers, violators, weak minded complicit fools that you are.
I've made more than reasonable attempts to protect the identity of the facilitator/guide who has since utterly betrayed me.
Please watch #1, #2 and #3 before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child, some my find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
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The OLDWAYS: The WarDance
Dear men
In this video (recorded on the day it is published) I share with you one of my daily practices.... it's not really about trying to look as or be a particular thing, nor overly having a structure or goal... outside of making intentional time in nature, where your body moves to music/the natural worlds sounds.... allowing yourself to move as it feels you must as a form of dance, and also for forms of warstance as they arise...
In many ways less is more.... and the complete and utter absorption in your movement and the environment around you is really what we are looking for. Increasingly with practice you will have moments of utter abandon.
All of this is in preparation for you giving yourself up to be possessed by your spirit animal fully... to become #beserk is to become as a warrior and enactor of justice and vengeance as the right hand of the #AllFather himself.... the rage you come to feel is greater than your own, it is an echo of HIS.
The final battles will be fought with weapons of old.... in the time of great reckoning... In Ragnarok long prophesied and almost upon us...
Really this is just a sharing of myself and what I do... there's no particular message for you to ingest, although you're welcome to watch as you please.
The songs I move to right now (for approx 55 mins gradually increasing in intensity)
WarmupWarmup still wearing pendants and protective charms.
1/ (01:45) Linkin Park - in the end (Mellen Gi & Tommee Profi) Adriana
2/ (04:30) Xavier Rudd - Spirit Bird
Pendants and protective charms off, very gradually ramping things up song at a time with a plunge/sprawl in the sea inbetween.
1/ (12:00) Georgia Palmer - We are family *primarily dance
2/ (17:30) Placebo - Running up that hill (4:57) *primary ball of light in hands movement
3/ (23:45) Wardruna - Helvegen * primary war dance and weapon movements
4/ (29:30) Fever Ray - If I had a heart *increasingly combat movements/intensity and less dance with following songs
5/ (33:30) The Brothers Bright - Me and mine
6/ (36:20) Linkin Park - In the end
7/ (40:00) Ekaterina Shelehova - Earth Meoldies
7/ (42:25) Nightwish - Ghost Love Score
The speaker ran out of battery charge so it tailed off towards the end unfortunately. However this was a fair - 'nice side of average' war dance practice today.
The rounds consist of:
* Dance - Self explanatory; to let one's body as it wants to move in relationship to the music
* Ball of light - to imagine drawing light from the sun or your chest, and holding it between your hands... Maintain a felt sense of such energy between your hands.
* Combat movements - use whatever training, what you've seen, what wants to move through you, in order to defeat your foes.
The idea is with my walk to the beach and the gradual increase in tempo of music and moving from dance increasingly to combat... That a natural warm-up of the muscles and joints are included...
I am obviously practising for multiple opponents, I've dealt with such situations I'm the past, and I know that one day many will come for me at once...
To become #berserk / #berserker one does not need plants or other means... One just gives themselves up to the #AllFather and his will, and let's one's body move as it did in lives long past...
As you practice, increasingly moments of flow and effortless savagery will return to you, like an old friend...
Awaken Brothers! The final battles will be fought with weapons of old, and the chosen men will be the highest authority in all the lands...
Be worthy, find your own expression, your own dance of war
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My journey and remembering of CSA #3: MDMA assisted therapy 2.1 (of 2.6)
Dear men and women,
In this video there is the first 55 minutes of footage from my second MDMA journey/treatment. There will be 6 parts detailing the complete journey so you can see for yourself how it all unfolds.
It has been rather.... draining and unsettling in ways - going through the footage again, in the into/outro sections I'm a little bit of a mess, and when part of my experience is seemingly screaming for me not to put this out there - so I must be ok with putting it out there warts 'n all.
I've made more than reasonable attempts to protect the identity of the facilitator/guide who has since betrayed me.
Please watch #1 and #2 before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on. This is really where it gets interesting IMO, the first 25 minutes or so start fairly slowly, but I do think it's worth watching it all the way through. So you can see the medicine helps my body to unfold and replay what I had carried for so long.
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my first treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child, some my find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
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The greatest threat men face: The female covert/vulnerable narcissist
Welcome men! The pack stirs....
In this video, I want to discuss what I believe to be the biggest threat a man faces in this modern world... The most dangerous of predators... that which will try to kill you, destroy you, steal your life force, steal your children.... all the while leaving no trace of the harm it inflicts on you.
The female covert/vulnerable narcissist is a frightening thing.... in order to protect our selves from something - so we must understand it and its nature. I hope to raise awareness by sharing some of my own story on this matter, and my subsequent learnings....
This phenomena is observable in popular culture with; Will Smith slapping Chris Rock at the Oscars (check out his relationship with Jada), the trial between Johnny Depp and Amber Turd, Prince Harry and Megan Markle...
Once you come to recognise and understand one female covert narc, they are easy to see.
This video does get a bit 'out there' I'm afraid, I can't apologise for that as it is true or as near to the truth as I can get at this time.
Learn about the female covert narcissist, so you may protect yourself and your brothers and your children...To be ABSOLUTELY CLEAR, if you don't understand what this 'personality disorder' is, then you are at risk from it.
Please don't let it degenerate discussion wise into disdain for ALL women, yes there are many dark and harmful women out there hurting men and facing no repercussions for doing so in this inverted world a.... BUT there are still true and good women left, and they are as much under attack as we are.
Disclaimer: I'm using new video editing software, and it's had a few senior moments with me! I've some how edited out the part when I described my 'mother' watching me closely with glee as she said "you're just like your father," also the bleep I put in somehow moved to a different part of the video LOL.... I'm erring on the side of getting something out there at the risk of it being particularly clunky, it will get better!
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The truth hurts: A man must seek the truth, no matter how terrible it is
Welcome men!
In this video I share from my story, and discuss the important as a man of choosing to seek and see the truth, no matter how terrible it may be.
I would never ask something of another, that I am not willing to do myself, and that I have not in all probability been broken against time after time.
The truth almost never serves our current reality and status quo, it almost always hurts, it almost always makes us uncomfortable...
As a man, your devotion to the truth MUST be higher than your attachment to a false sense of safety, higher than your need to belong, higher than your wish to be happy... Truth IS the highest value, even above love - and as a man it is yours to bear and to wield.
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Interview: Our forgotten Birth Right
Welcome MEN!
This is a rough edit of an interview I took part in, recorded in November 2021
The invitation I answered at the beginning of the interview; was to describe a "spiritual experience" that I'd had.
Come and hear about the old ways long forgotten and hidden from us, hear about the AllFather and his eternal lover the EarthMother, learn about the great enemy, about our place in the order of things, about the nature of our world.... and most of all - our responsibility..
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I call out to you MEN; you MUST re-wild yourself, it is time to awaken.
Welcome men!
I call out to you, to your wildness slumbering within.... Much in the world has dulled and lessened us, made us wrong, disconnected us from aspects of our essential nature, our inherent beauty and wildness.
The rewards are substantial, as are the challenges.... You must make yourself strong, you must come to walk barefoot upon the earth once again, you must pick up your charge as sacred protector of this place...
The world needs you...
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PROTECT your children, TELL them the truth about their Narc Mother!
Dear GOOD MEN, GOOD MEN
I really want to break down a lot of destructive societal norms, in how during a separation/divorce, the decent parent normally tries to protect the image of the narc abuser and isn't honest to the children about why the relationship has failed. Maybe you fail to tell your children about the affair/s, maybe you don't disclose the emotional/physical/psychological abuse that you suffered, or whatever else...
It IS difficult as men, because we are so used to sucking it up and just cracking on with things AND especially when the abuse is 'invisible' and leaving no trace - in such a way as covert/vulnerable narcissists specialise in. It IS difficult in this crazy and inverted society in which men are blamed for almost everything - to find the validity in our suffering and pain and to even come to see abuse we suffer at the hands of abuser-women as actual 'abuse.'
Such abuse suffered during divorces and separations; IS one of the leading causes of good Men self deleting. My ex nearly drove me to it on several occasions, even before my trauma memories of CSA had come back. I've lost friends and know of many others who couldn't bear the pain of losing their children and of having their reputations and careers and savings destroyed by malicious and wicked narcissistic women. (OBVIOUSLY not all women are like this, there are plenty of good women out there - some of whom also suffer similar... and there are plenty of dark and destructive women who seek to destroy men also)
You are in a WAR, a war for the spirit and wellbeing of yourself AND your children...
Be honest with your children as to why the relationship ended, yes gauge it and temper it relative to their age, don't offload your pain onto them, BUT be honest with them, discuss the distinctions of the abusive behaviour. GIVE them enough truth and knowledge so they are armed against the abuse that the Narc parent will increasingly inflict upon them in your absence.
We as (good) men need to STOP playing fair while our narc abusers steal away and turn our children against us as fathers.
Your decency WILL be used against you, IF you want to protect your children adopting a passive/fair stance will NOT be sufficient.
ALL the popular 'shoulds' and 'isms; 'that you don't tell the children why mummy and daddy broke up, or that you encourage a relationship with their (narc-abuser) mother, etc.... are all BS propagated by a broken society that seeks to weaken men and women and children, that gives our POWER away to abusers and manipulators... STOP being timid, STOP being overly accommodating in the face of EVIL.
For a parent to make false allegations against the other, for a parent to use the legal system to destroy/leave destitute the other, for a parent to smear and seek to isolate the other, for a parent to practice parental alienation against the other.... ALL of these kind of behaviours ARE EVIL and directly against the best interests of the children.
STOP taking it lying down.
Cut away from your children IF you need to for a while to ensure you don't take your own life due to the horrific nature of such abuse against men. Yes move on and heal and regather yourself and so on... but also NEVER give up on vengeance and the quest for justice against those who have unjustly wronged you.
In the days of reckoning that are fast approaching, these broken 'laws' and 'family courts' that are so complicit in the abuse and abandonment of children WILL be torn down and brought to justice. In such days you WILL be free to take your FULL vengeance upon the witches that have sought to destroy you and who stole your children from you.
In the meantime, consider my words and do what you can do, make sure you survive - do NOT self delete. Your death is more traumatic to your children than your absence, if you must step away - do so on your own terms and let the children know you'll return for them one day when you are able.
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
RESOURCES:
* https://www.wealthysinglemommy.com/real-reasons-ex-doesnt-see-kids/
* https://www.wealthysinglemommy.com/dads-explain-dont-see-kids/
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THE OLD WAYS: & the inversion of our sacred sex by the darkness taken form...
Dear MEN and WOMEN
(Warning, triggering and upsetting content, discussion surrounding violation, vengeance and so on, proceed with caution and self care please).
In this video I discuss (and in accordance with my deeply held 'religious and spiritual' beliefs) firstly; more about how a true man and true woman would of come together in the times of old, times of the #firstpeople ......
I talk more about how we ended up in the place we are now... and what true vengeance and true justice will look like during the long prophesised and rapidly nearing #ragnarok ... during the coming times of #greatreckoning ...
I also talk about how the #darknesstakenform has infiltrated us as a people and as a realm.... and how most terribly when it takes hold within its human host... how it inverts and destroys the beauty within #sacredunion and expresses such in evil and inappropriate ways...
I share more from my own story, particularly that which has been remembered towards the end of a recent chapter.... Including how my life force become so shut down a depressed... And how it is now becoming free...
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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My journey and remembering of CSA #2: Somatic Episode 3 weeks after first MDMA treatment
Dear men and women, in this video I share more of my journey through the remembering through my body of my previously repressed trauma from #CSA and #ritualisticabuse
This was about 3 weeks after the first treatment, and about 2 weeks after my melt down that had resulted in me stabbing a knife into a chopping board. There is 20 mins of footage, during this time I knew I was under 10 years old. I now know I was around 5.5 years old.
TRIGGER WARNING: I RE-EXPERIENCE quite severe rape, I'm pretty sure when I'm choking up and coughing up is when they are ejaculating forcibly down my throat, there is also a lot of choking noises from me being strangled and choked to get my mouth open / hurt me.
Trauma / somatic body memory footage starts at: 17:05
And finishes at: 36:41
With the strange noises at the end, I know now with hindsight that was the man I later came to know as the beast, the bad cop element of the professional breakers of children,
If you want to doubt my word, if you want to doubt my story, if you want to doubt my sense making, then watch this all the way through mother fucker, and honestly ask yourself afterwards if you find my sense making or capacity / character to be lacking
This episode was triggered as a result of me consciously and intentionally asking for aid from my healed and evolved ancestors.
I just knew since such bodies memories were freed, that I had to document it - ofc my abusers would say I'm desperate for attention or need to be special.
You see at the end of the footage that I consciously stopped the process due to it being too intense.
Making up what happened to me. Most other than my abusers or family don't doubt that horrific things happened to me as a child.
Almost all doubt me about wolf and my purpose is this life. Who I say I am
"Why talk about it - is it just for attention? Isn't it a bit personal? I'm oversharing / trauma dumping!"
How about you see me true, and recognise I offer myself and my story up, see how I let go of my need for privacy or modesty, I know I will be attacked and ridiculed.
I speak out and share because it is so visceral, so clear, and also so illustrative of how the body naturally releases and heals from trauma.
How about instead of such unhelpful judgements you come to see my courage, my conviction, my devotion to healing, my commitment to truth no matter how terrible it might be
I am willing sacrifice - the shame isn't mine, its theirs!
Not an exact recall of time passage.
Maybe it seems on occasion like I'm exaggerating on purpose 'for attention' maybe if you can come to watch this 20 minutes you will appreciate how slowly the time can pass sometimes. During such recalled trauma it can be difficult to recall exact details such as passage of time or faces or other details, such 'inaccuracies' which abusers and courts like to use to pick apart the fractured accounts of victims
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
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What is coming... & When they come for me...
Men... a shorter video in which I discuss a bit more about what is coming..
And about what will happen, when they come for me...
For a man to be in service of the AllFather, so it is to no longer fear death, safe in the knowing that whatever happens as a result of his right action - is not up to him.
As we journey deeper, so we come to see that really there is NO choice, IF we wish to honour what is and what we are.... we are born and so we are what we are... and so we must honour our fate and our promise given.
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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Finding Your Purpose as a MAN!
Oh MEN! How does one come to find their purpose?!?!!? Remember the PROMISE we made before we came into this life?!?!?!
Before I get into it, as a heads up... I'm rather passionate and at times 'shouty' throughout this video. Ladies, this video isn't really for you - among men such talk is at times necessary - a bit of tough LOVE so to speak. Are you game? Well then watch and read on!
In this video I go into some detail on the essential aspects of what is needed for a man to find his purpose, which should be ALL consuming to him...
Some of the points covered include:
* ReWilding yourself as a man (cold/natural water exposure, barefoot, climbing trees and rocks, making whatever noise you want, learning how to survive in your environment etc....)
* Finding a traditional weapon that FEELS like YOUR weapon and practising with it somewhere safe where you're not going to get arrested or inadvertently hurt someone... (is it the sword/spear/bow/staff/axe/etc...?)
* Practising a martial Art that you feel drawn towards, AND ensuring that in its practice you have real and grounded preparation for the REAL thing.
* Learning to listen to and follow the signs and clues that life gives you, to follow the unfolding path upon the river of life.... IF you are lucky enough to reach MY level of enlightenment, so you too may one day be blessed with two ducks randomly swimming in the ocean!
* In many ways it is something that you will of always been motivated by and drawn towards since being a boy, a theme, a quest of your very own..... that hints towards the promise you gave to the AllFather before coming into this life as one of HIS sons and protectors of his realm.
* Working to rediscover and reconnect with your #wildtwin your #animalaspect
* And last but by no means least..... so as a MAN you MUST come to proactively and with utter devotion, seek your own healing and growth... in doing so your purpose will be revealed so clearly, so perfectly, that it makes such perfect sense when it does - and you feel such relief that at last there is something you can give yourself up to with EVERYTHING that you are...
** Benefits include life bringing the woman made for you to your side at some point, such a woman being in many ways, your greatest enjoyment-reward-relief for being a TRUE MAN.
One of my earlier remembering's (2012ish) of what MY purpose was... was the following code. (There is a video on my promise on the channel).
* To lead by example
* To Love
* To Protect
You may find me a little intense in this video... I trust it, and so you should too.
As long as you are respectful - you may ask anything in the comments and I'll endeavour to reply in comment or video at a later date.
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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Explaining the TRUE state of the world (using 'The Matrix' movie as a framework)
Brothers and sisters... well this is a big one, the two last videos about "the forgotten promise between man and woman" felt BIG... I thought I'd have some time to chill...
Seems more needs to be said, infact as they say - to be silent is 'violence', to not speak out in the face of evil/lies/wrongdoing so is to be complicit in it...
This one feels BIIGGGG, and I am fully committed to my path - to the end...
In this video, I describe the TRUE state of the world right now, AND what is coming in the following years...
To do so I use the extraordinary and overused movie "The Matrix" as a framework to break down key points around the 'societal matrix' in which we find ourselves surrounded by.
I go into some detail on:
* choosing the #bluepill or #redpill
* What does the A.I represent in our real world?
* What do the Robot machines represent in our real world?
* What are the 'Agents' representative of?
* What does the #Matrix consist of?
* How do we break free of the Matrix?
* How do we defeat the 'A.I' and free humanity?
* What is fast approaching in the coming years?
I ask you - please take the time to watch this all the way through, make a cup of tea - sit down and settle in, I think it gets better as it goes on...
For Yah'nah
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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The original promise between men and women PART 2 (It's ALL about S... intimacy)
Dear MEN and WOMEN!
This is the follow-up video to: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lW1hwMilsLM
(please watch the first video before this)
In this second video, I go into greater detail around core elements of 'the original promise between men and women' - the first video was a bit hard and fast... I was shaking for the first 15 minutes of it, in this one I go a bit slower to break things down.
As a heads up and disclaimer, once again the subject matter should be considered for mature audiences and of a sensitive nature, ideally you need to listen to the whole thing so something I say isn't taken out of wider context. Some of the things I say are alarming and challenging to be sure..
I was proud of this one, sticking my neck out to the n'th degree, laying it on the line, vulnerable as it all feels at times..
A special shout out to my #Beloved ... the most amazing and true woman I have ever known and ever heard of in story OR legend... truly I am blessed and rewarded by her being MINE!
I want THIS for YOU! The happiness and the satisfaction and the relief of honouring your deepest and most essential nature as a MAN or WOMAN...
For you to honour that, in #sacredunion with each other.... is the most 'fun' and 'enjoyable' aspect of saving the world and making things right...
Not least of which ensuring the safety of our children.
I love you
(feel free to ask any questions and I'll answer/clarify in a later followup!)
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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The original promise between men and women (It's ALL about S... intimacy)
Dear men AND women...
In this video, I share in greater detail - the truth of the original promise between men and women...
That which becomes possible when a MAN and WOMAN most deeply emobdy and honour their deepest essence and nature....
We ARE made in the image of the AllFather above and EarthMother below... Every MAN is a son of the AllFather and so made in his image..... Every WOMAN is a daughter of the EarthMother and so made in her image...
Just as our Creators are locked together in a primordial, tempestuous, wild, savage, beautiful and tender - eternal lovemaking.... SO to do we as their chosen children faintly echo their lovemaking in ours...
I ask you to listen to the spirit of what I say, and to listen to this fully, anything in this video separately taken in and of itself is easy to be taken out of the wider context. There is potentially triggering material in this video, so proceed accordingly and forewarned.
In order for the world to be made right, so men and women need to come together again in the ways of old, in Sacred Union.... And by God - it's the most... enjoyable aspect of the work that is needed to make this world whole again, to coin a phrase - it IS all about S.....intimacy!!!!
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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My journey and remembering of CSA #1: MDMA assisted therapy
Hello folks, in this video I will be discussing HOW I came to remember my extraordinary history of previously repressed abuse, through the help of MDMA assisted therapy.
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my first treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child, some my find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
I suggest making a cup of tea and watching it all the way through, there is important information before the clips of the treatment are shown, timestamps are provided below for your convenience.
Time Stamps:
* Why its taken until now to disclose what helped me to remember: 03:53
* The Medicine: 09:52
* How I arrived here: 16:51
* What you should have in place: 23:24
* A personal message to my guide/facilitator: 26:25
* A last couple of points about the medicine: 34:43
* Clip #1: 38:35
* Clip #2: 44:56
* Clip #3: 48:10
* Clip #4: 52:02
* Clip #5 and closing comments: 59:02
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When a man NEEDS to remove his protection of a woman
When a man NEEDS to remove his protection of a woman....
Men, such an insight did not come easily to me at all - and I know some of you will say "what took you so long"....
Yes as man we are inspired and moved deeply to care for a protect the feminine and women as a whole...
A beautiful aspect of our masculinity that very particular 'women' - those who are parasitic-covert/vulnerable-narcissists... like to play on and abuse.
The truth is that a mans protection is a privilege and an honour to rest under, and if a women seeks to destroy or kill or corrupt a man, or steals his children from him, or enables the abuse of children.... (as a few easy examples) - then such so called women deserve to have their protection removed and for them to fully face the consequences of their actions...
It can be so difficult as a man to come to see that *some* women can act from such a dark and malicious place...
And good men AND good women are beset by parasitic-narcissistic men and women who harm us ALL.
IF you wish to be #sacredprotector then you must learn to use your protective qualities with proper discernment...
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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A tale of woe, how a 'men's group' became a gathering of 'WasherWomen'
Dear Men, a part of my story and a cautionary tale on proper conduct between men and on matters surrounding one dealing with #Trauma #PTSD #csa
One distinction that was observable in my interactions with the failing men's group as it descended into a gathering of gossiping and unmanly washerwomen.... Is the tendency (#cognitivedissonence) of when our comfortable and safe model of reality starts getting confronted by new data - there can be a tendency in us all, but particularly in weak minded and low principled individuals - to seek reasons to discount the new data so that our (outdated) model of reality can remain un-assailed....
Another observable is the inability to of weak and cowardly men to take ownership of mistakes and the impact of such mistakes on others.
Another is the cowardice of going behind the back of a man you called 'brother' to seek reassurance from his 'woman' because you're afraid of him, even when he (I) repeatedly displayed a capacity to have difficult conversations and actively invited them and was actively struggling with said 'woman' at the time.
Another is the importance of knowing ones place in relationship to other men, there's almost ALWAYS someone else who is more developed, more capable than oneself in an aspect of life.... with such men who have disavowed their masculinity in a particular way, so they are uncomfortable with accepting that another man may be above them... as it is too confronting to their fragile and impotent sense of self.
Another failing, especially when dealing with #narcssisticabuse is any #trueman or #brother would and should come and speak to his fellow man the moment he heard things on the grapevine which caused concern or worry or affected the way he saw that man/brother - there is a NEED to be upfront, honest and transparent with how our views and opinions are being formed... especially when it is outside of direct experience with that person.
These so called men, became the type of 'friends' that I instead prefer a hundred enemies on horse back brandishing blades charging towards me seeking to take my life.... than their misplaced, weak, impotent and self defeating and emasculated 'care' that they tried to offer me once they had betrayed me... They are the definition of "who needs enemies with friends like this".... they are also the perfect weak minded sorts to be recruited as #flyingmonkeys to act at the behest of a #covertnarcissist
ALL of these so call men betrayed me, abandoned me after I had trusted them so fully with the horrors of my unfolding story...
ALL of these so called men and their women folk, have directly enabled the narcissistic abuse that my sons suffer at the hands of their witch so called mother....
Whatever good that they once did for me seemingly so long ago, has been far overshadowed by their betrayal and their complicity in my own abuse and that of my children.
ALL of them will be held to account one day, and terribly so.
* No shade on genuine WasherWomen, sweet and decent women washing clothes down by the river.... WHAT then do I mean within the stereotype/framing of such? Mean spirited, unaware, gossiping and nasty old women washing clothes together... Very much the opposite of upright, integrous, honest, forthright, fierce, tender hearted MEN.
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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Balancing the risk as a man of false allegation AND having due diligence towards CSA
In this video I explore; How do we as MEN balance both realities, BOTH truths! ?!?
One truth being - that men ARE at risk of false allegations from narcissistic women and their children...
The other truth being that CSA is horrifically common, that most times the violator IS known to the victim, that the violation of a child IS the greatest of evils possible to commit...
As often as not, a child victim attempting to disclose such evil abuse done to them, is ignored or gas-lit or attacked....
As a MAN, as #SacredProtector - you have a DUTY and a RESPONSIBILITY to understand the risks of the world and to thus be able to protect yourself and others from such risks and oh so real predators...
You must run towards trouble, you must become educated on such repugnant topics.... you wish to BE a warrior? Then act like one.
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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An introduction: to Evolved Ancestors, otherwise known as Spirit Guides or Angels...
Men... such an important topic, and one easily glossed over...
In this video I discuss 'healed and evolved ancestors' - spirit ancestors of your lineage who have become radiant and golden.... ancestors who are pretty much ready to return to Elysium with the #AllFather and #EarthMother at the completion of their journey here....
But before they do, they wait a while to help younger souls on their journeying through lives and deaths....
They must be invited in and welcomed - they will guide and protect you...
It's important not to ask for help from less evolved souls.... as they can unintendingly bring their trouble to the table...
Also.... healed and evolved ancestors can accelerate your own bodily wisdom and process in #healingfromtrauma
We ARE #spirit and #matter ..... honour both in order to heal and to remember the promise you made before you came into this life....
Daniel Foor does some great work on the subject and can be found on youtube... don't worry about other topics he covers that may not resonate - on the subject of evolved ancestors he has a lot to say that is worth listening too...
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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The Christ, Dragons and MY promise...
In this video.... I will share of my rememberings...
About the Christ, the #firstborn and #begottenson of the #AllFather above...
About our ancient foes and natural predators...
About the promise I made before I came into this life...
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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