THE OLDWAYS: How I as a TRUE MAN became worthy of my SoulMate finding me, and how YOU can as well...
Dear BROTHERS and SISTERS
The single greatest REWARD that we as MEN get to enjoy.... for being TRUE.... IS to be found by our #SoulMate our #Beloved ... the female soul made PERFECTLY to fit us... Their form, their ways, their very essence, the perfect compliment to who and what we ARE.
Such love does not waver nor grow old, it is akin to rediscovering the other half of your heart, of becoming whole.
BUT, we as MEN must become worthy, as we come to proactively dive into our pain and seek healing with upmost devotion, so we come to remember the promise we gave to the #AllFather before we came into this life.... and as we orientate our lives around our sacred charge, our holy quest. As we make it the highest thing in our life....
So we continue to seek and speak truth no matter how terrible..
So we continue to DO the right thing, no matter the cost....
So we become wild and true and kind and terrible... Living as TRUTH and LOVE and EXAMPLE and PROTECTOR and WARRIOR...
So we become a #TRUEMAN so we seek to emulate HIM who made us in HIS image...
And so our #SoulFire burns brighter, so our #Beloved is drawn to us, like a ship on stormy seas at night towards the lights of the harbour..
EVERY man longs for his own nobility.... centre your life around duty to the realm, to being true and honourable... SHINE BRIGHT, take NO other woman....
Be a man of virtue, of honour, of truth...
And so it is increasingly easy for her to find YOU, for the great river to carry her into you waiting arms.
As the #FirstBorn my journey of becoming True and worthy of my SoulMate finding me has been particularly arduous... This in part - so I can look you in the eyes and ask you - WHAT IS YOUR EXCUSE FOR NOT BEING TRUE
There is NONE
Awaken Brothers, every human carries the truth deep within their heart and blood and bones...
it's time you started listening to your deeper knowings... Its time to AWAKEN, to become worthy... and so to enjoy your GREATEST reward
AAGGHHHOOOOAHHHHHHHH
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To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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The Manosphere, The RED pill & Andrew Tate
AHHOOOAGGHHH MEN!
An important topic, discussing some distinctions around the #Manosphere #AndrewTate and #TheRedPill
Firstly, there is a LOT of good and sense spoken about in the Manosphere... and much of it IS needed as a pushback against the insanity of the woke mob, racist and sexist feminists and political correctness and the ongoing assault against masculinity. But also we must be careful of getting enrolled in a pushback that has been engineered to also entrap us.
Tate discusses some important and valid points about women and femininity. and doing the work to become a worthy man of distinction (although he defines such incorrectly).
Where he and the Red Pill community falls down, is primarily around these three points which I discuss in the video.
1/ How he earnt his money, exploiting women and their sex. He's a large scale PIMP, and it is a DISGUSTING a way to earn money. And part of a larger theme of; as MEN we are responsible for our actions and the impact that has on the world around us.
2/ JUST because you can, doesn't mean you SHOULD: if as a man you understand that a woman gaining a higher 'body count' negatively affects her ability to pair bond and find a suitable long term mate... The Manosphere is RIGHT to argue that women need to take accountability for their part of things. BUT so too do men, and the truth is that being a promiscuous ALPHA or whatever you want to label it as, causes HARM to women, and even to your fellow men who struggle to find a suitable mate because they've all been 'alpha widowed' or whatever else.
3/ The gratuitous pursuit of wealth and success with no consideration of the impact it has on the wider world.
“Truly, I say to you, only with difficulty will a rich person enter the kingdom of heaven. Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.”
For ANYONE to become a billionaire... as a rule that doesn't happen without getting signed off by the powers that be.
This focus on shallow and materialistic success... IS part of the societal matrix which entraps us. Disconnecting from the sacredness in it all and consuming and using without consideration of your actions, is OF the societal matrix..
Our purpose is supposed to be in accordance with the PROMISE we gave to AllFather before we came into life, it is a sacred and humble form of surrendering to something far GREATER than our self and our petty wants and ambitions, in chosen servitude, so we are set FREE.
EVERY man longs for his own nobility.
Don't be a smarmy unhealthy boy-man, devoid of principles or honour, fucking any woman he wants BECAUSE HE CAN, or having 30 super cars BECAUSE HE CAN.
Just because you CAN, doesn't mean that you SHOULD!
Become a TRUE MAN.
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To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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My journey and remembering of CSA #13: SATURDAY Being possessed by WOLF
Dear Brothers, dear Sisters
In this footage originally recorded Saturday 18th July 2020
I relived more explicitly, the moments before they ritualistically killed the girl Helena, and then force fed her to me. This footage is of particular note, as in the body/somatic memories that I record - so you see the first time I relived Wolf possessing me..
Deep within us, there is a place of KNOWING and of resonance with TRUTH, our animal aspect is also found there, although at the time this footage was recorded - I went from believing Wolf was some kind of survival instinctive drive in me, to believing he was a protective spirit, one of these shadows within shadows I saw on the other side which our Creator had unleashed... Eventually I came to see in my story that Wolf was a part of me, and that he had always been with me, but as with so much of my story of remembering - that was so confronting and mind breaking - the information that was revealed to me.... was released in drips and drabs and in portions that I could bear to digest.
It's emotional and gruelling work, re-watching the footage to edit and takes notes of and process for publishing publicly.
Please bear in mind if you jump into my story at this point, it may feel a bit jarring from a continuity consideration... however it is VERY illuminating on how these highly organised and ritualist paedophile networks go about sacrificing children AND ensuring the survivors NEVER speak or even remember what it is that they suffered.
Also bear in mind, for myself and for any survivor of CSA... the beginning - when memories first start returning, and the overwhelming emotions and pain and so on.... is the most difficult, it was an incredibly difficult time for me, and I'm proud of how I held it all together.
Timestamps:
15:47 video 1, mornings thoughts and reflections
46:32 video 2, mornings thoughts and reflections
53:34 video 3 5 minute warm up of body memories
59:26 video 4 BODY MEMORIES, before they kill the girl, and WOLF possessing me
01:43:03 video 5 thoughts and words on "the thing they feed"
01:45:00 thoughts and reflections on videos 1&2
01:59:15 thoughts and reflections on videos 3&4
02:10:34 thoughts and reflections on video 5 and wrapping up
Those that commit such evil crimes, know very well how protected by the system they are, and how the only testimony of victims such as myself is patchy and broken, these body memories the clearest testimony you will find on these matters.
Body Memories: At times you see me rolling about on the bed in my shorts... other times you see me animating the face or mannerisms of my abusers, or speak out their words as if my body is some kind of audio recorder... These are somatic / body memories, and obviously feels vulnerable and exposing to release.
RESOURCES:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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THE OLD WAYS: THE Golden Boy, THE Star Child, THE Golden Man becoming....
Dear Brothers and Sisters..
In this video I carry on the theme somewhat, that theme of #GoldenLight ... which is such and essential part of our, mine and the AllFathers being.
I speak of how I had to send a part of myself away, during the horrific events in Nigeria that culminated in the blood sacrifice of the girl Helena.
How I had to send most of my Golden Light away, so I could protect it, so I could dull and grey myself, as so many survivors of abuse and CSA have to.
I speak of how the Wolf within me, is the perfect counterpart to that which is Golden, and how truly I wish in the coming years that I could be Golden with you all. But such MUST be earnt, by you knowing your place in the order of things, by following my teachings so I may lead you back into the kingdom of heaven.
And for the weak, the complicit, the wicked and the evil... soon the Fenris Wolf will stalk this earth once again, and he will give NO quarter to such sorts.
A rather extreme carrot and stick, golden love and healing and peace and rest OR the most savage and uncompromising and absolute thing that has EVER walked this earth coming for YOU.
Every human heart knows the truth, our minds expertly conditioned away from such knowing of truth.
The great remembering has already begun
The times of great reckoning, Ragnarok is almost upon us
What part will you play in the single most important time in ALL of history, not just of this Realm, but of ANY Realm in ALL of Creation?
To Love
To Protect
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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THE OLD WAYS: Our Forgotten Birth Right (PART TWO)
Dear Brothers and Sisters!
Well the New Year has got off to a ridiculous start!!! My intention to be MOREEEE is well on track... and a massive shout out to my two angels and Bear Father, so helping and loving and supporting and lending their gifts to aid my journey.
Yesterday... through unfolding events and conversations, I came to remember the place that I was sent to as an 11/12 year old boy one summer, a 'mental institute' or special school. This is where I met the older girl Abigail, and where deep under the ground she and other children were terribly murdered.
To read more about the first and last gestalts of my remembering: https://wolf-pack.com/2023/01/massive-breakthrough-regarding-first-and-last-gestalts-of-my-story-of-remembering/
As the pieces clicked into place around that PLACE, and the things I had already relied and remembered about it.... So other things at the edge of my awareness, about the OLD WAYS rose up and rushed through.
One of the KEY distinctions being that.... in our forgotten BirthRight... we as MEN are meant to be hunters, of great and terrible beats - this is how we used to be tested, and how we used to earn honour and renown.
Such times are returning... soon the greatest HUNT in ALL of our history shall be initiated!
You should join me Brothers, before I take ALL the GLORY for myself!
To Love
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To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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How Parasitic-Narcissists, ABUSERS, paedophiles... steal-harvest the lifeforce of their victims.
Dear men and women
As I continue to get my glow back... as the tenderness and sweetness and feeling'ness returns... and along with it, a deeper sense and appreciation of the beauty of life.
So I am reminded of how #The Fallen human souls willingly bonded with the parasitic darkness, hunt down and manipulate and abuse and feed upon good people, of especial note goes to elder souls... #oldsouls
As the older a soul get, so the brighter it glows, thus giving the most sustenance to the enemy, but also posing the greatest threat should such a soul remember and awaken to its promise and birth-right.
The movie #DrSleep is a great study on this phenomena! Recommended viewing.
I reflect upon most recently, before I met my cover/vulnerable narcissistic ex, how my life felt at times like a living poem, and how as she got her fangs and hooks into me, so the magic of the world and my connection to it drained away...
And also as a child, in my story of #CSA and #RitualisticAbuse , how as an EXCEPTIONALLY sensitive and responsive child, my sadistic and Paedophile so called father, liked to rape and betray me again and again, also showing me off to his friends and network like some shiny bauble.
So eventually, around the time they ritualistically sacrificed the girl and other children when I was five and a half years old.... and when they tortured me and exposed me to prolonged MK ultra like conditioning...
So I had to learn to dull myself down, to become grey, to lessen my glow, to shut down my body and its responsiveness.
In my military career, I was sometimes referred to as a 'grey man' and as many victims of abuse, I had learnt well how to not stand out, to be invisible even, to be nondescript.
This is an important topic to be informed upon, to understand this better, and the nature and fundamental dynamics of abusers, makes the protecting of our children and each other from such monsters, much easier.
To Love
To Protect
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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THE OLD WAYS: Ragnarok
Brothers! Sisters!
We are IN the End Of Days! Soon #Ragnarok shall be initiated..... the times of Great Reckoning.... LONG prophesied!
Countless strands of fate, of potential futures have been woven, bringing us all to the single most important in ALL of history..
The stakes are HIGH, the fallen creator that came here so long ago to feed MUST be UNDONE! The Satan, the lucifer, the leviathan, the great devourer.... This inverted sun which steals light and life and corrupts and feeds and violates all that it touches.... it is outside of the natural order of things. And NEVER before has all of Creation faced such a threat.
The Satanic Demiurge lies even to itself, even to hose who serve and feed it directly.... as it IS its nature to be LIES... We must starve this thing, weaken it... and then undo it, UTTERLY.
Ragnarok WILL be initiated in our lifetimes, BEFORE 2030... possibly as soon as 2025
MANY elder souls that have already gained radiance, heroes of old... have returned to be alive in these times for the final battles, that will be won with weapons of old!
To become a chosen man, to BE SACRED PROTECTOR! So you must reconnect to and trust in your wild animal nature.... so you must come to walk and live the unfolding path, so you must give your life up in service of the Realm, and so you will be set free!
The HONOUR of it, the PRIVILEDGE to be alive at such times, when EVERY human soul bonded with the parasitic darkness shall be cleansed or slain.... those corrupted souls we are unable to de-latch from the parasite that leads them astray.... face Soul Flaying upon passing through deaths door! A terrible fate far worse that anything one can suffer in the physical plane.
Ask yourself BROTHERS, what part will you play in this story, will your name be recorded and remembered in the halls of VALHALLA!?!?! Or will you quietly slink by as the world faces ruination and calamity...
Every man longs for his own nobility, but so too he longs for battle in upholding of sacred law, and protecting of the innocent..
Your RAGE is needed! Your Bloodlust is ESSENTIAL! Your yearning for battles and the tearing asunder of the enemies of this realm APLAUDABLE!
Awaken WARRIORS brothers! Battle brothers...
Time is short, and we MUST prepare.
To Love
To Protect
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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Christmas Eve morning: WarDance
Merry Christmas! Brothers AND Sisters!!!
The practice is as much about simply moving and letting go of conscious direction as it is any particular movement pattern...
As well as embracing the elements and signs of the living world around you...
Ultimately none of it matters, as when you give yourself up fully and allow your animal aspect to possess you completely, when the red mist and berserker rage overcomes you, when time seems to slow.... you are far beyond conscious thought - you become as the right hand of the AllFather and an instrument of His divine RAGE...
Songs:
* JVLA - such a whore
* If I had a heart - fever Ray (staff warm up)
* Spirit Bird - Xavier Rudd
* We are family - Georgia Palmer
* If I had a heart - fever Ray (rope)
* Running up that hill - Placebo (ball of light)
* Helvegen - Wardruna (spear/staff)
* Me and Mine - the brothers bright
* How you like me now - The heavy
* Earth Melodies - Ekaterina Shelehova
* Ghost love score - Night wish
To Love
To Protect
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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My journey and remembering of CSA #12: WEDNESDAY Hypnosis, mind bending & the last breaking
Dear Men and Women
In this footage originally recorded Wednesday 15th July 2020
I relived more explicitly, the mind bending #hypnosis #NLP #MindControl I was subjected to as a five and a half year old boy... This particular conditioning happened at the very end of my time away at the special party/holiday camp... After the girl had been murdered and chopped up and consumed and After my soul had returned to my body and suffered 'the last breaking' at the hands of the beast.
Felt a wee bit emotional re-watching the footage to get it ready for publishing publicly.
Please bear in mind if you jump into my story at this point, it may feel a bit jarring from a continuity consideration... however it is VERY illuminating on how these highly organised and ritualist paedophile networks go about sacrificing children AND ensuring the survivors NEVER speak or even remember what it is that they suffered.
In the next episode (Thursday of that week), you will see me relive being possessed by wolf for the first time.
Those that commit such evil crimes, know very well how protected by the system they are, and how the only testimony of victims such as myself is patchy and broken, these body memories the clearest testimony you will find on these matters.
Body Memories: At times you see me rolling about on the bed in my shorts... other times you see me animating the face or mannerisms of my abusers, or speak out their words as if my body is some kind of audio recorder... These are somatic / body memories, and obviously feels vulnerable and exposing to release.
Time stamps:
- intro
15:20 - integration, last night and this morning
35:06 - self session 1
01:50:27 - self session 2
02:56:39 - thoughts and reflections footage 1 (hypnosis)
03:08:27 - thoughts and reflections footage 2 (last breaking)
03:19:08 - thoughts and reflections footage 3 and wrap up
WARNING: In this video I use footage of my body memories in which I was reliving being raped as a child, also I started having recollections of a girl who was murdered alongside me, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
CAUTION: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
RESOURCES:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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To do the right thing, no matter the cost
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How parasitic narcissists are created.... AND how they can save themselves!
AHHOOOAHHH MEN....
In this video, I discuss how it is that a parasitic narcissist comes to be in the first place, and how ultimately they can save them selves....
How at an early stage of their life... they face some kind of abuse or trauma, maybe CSA or molestation, maybe the loss of a loved one, maybe bullying and covert emotional and psychological abuse from a narcissistic parent...
Abandonment and survival are often core themes.
I also discuss the veil of the #GreatEnemy that covers this world and our collective human consciousness that encircles it.... And how one of the symptoms of the veil - how the 'water' that we swim in is fundamentally corrupted and polluted... which can result in one having strange and impulsive thoughts....
At some point the young child-narc to be, chooses to listen to these sibilant whispers, and goes along with what they say - giving into the false promises of saftey of power of love of never being left again and of getting back at 'them'.... and as they start to act in accorandce with the parasitic darkness, so it latches onto them ever more deeply.... effectively taking them over...
This is why if you dig down deep enough, EVERY abuser, rapist, paedophile, narcissist, covert narcissist, sociopath, psychopath.... is fundamentally the same, and why they are actually quite predictable once you understand them.
I talk about the things that WE as normal and good people must do in the face of their evil:
* Speak truth
* assert boundary
* allow for consequence (including fighting them in the courts and seeking full punishment against them if you are able to).
* step away from the zero sum game that they play
Giving love and understanding and compassion to these human wrong kind of monsters, that really are not even human any more... only empowers and emboldens them, and enables their abuse of others...
And for these creatures, that have betrayed their own humanity and God Himself..
Well firstly they need to understand, that by willingly choosing their own salvation - by coming to do the right thing.. counts for the most. And that when Ragnarok is initiated, it will be too late for them to suddenly start acting from self perseveration.
Some things they can so to save themselves...
* Start separating their identity / sense of self - from the dark and negative thoughts that compel them to do evil things, start regarding it as something alien and separate to them.
* Have the courage to see the soul impression of what it is you have become, to see how far they have fallen, to be willing to look in the mirror and see medusa staring back at them.
* Tell on themselves, and ask for help, report on the dark thoughts and impulses, document them....
* Ask for help from a professional who is equipped to help deal with this affliction.
* Follow my teachings, if you do - that is the best chance you have, to re-enter the kingdom of heaven.
More on the best hack on earning salvation: https://youtu.be/k5DJV1BDsmA
The sacrament of forgiveness: https://youtu.be/gsCMKnU-3sE
We are in the end of days, and Ragnarok will soon be initiated. All corrupted souls face the potential of Soul Flaying, should they die still possessed and bonded with the darkness taken form: https://youtu.be/qSPU9XVbg4E
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My journey and remembering of CSA #11: TUESDAY Force feeding & making sense & coming to terms
Original date of recording: 14th July 2020
This day.. Tuesday involved a lot of integration and trying to make sense of things, all the while freshly feeling the grief of the girls murder, and the strangeness and certainty of feeling her here again with me in spirit, helping me.
Also a LOT of data and memories coming back to me, with there barest things in the world around me being enough to nudge some new nugget of information to come pouring out.... I felt very much as if I was IN the great river fully, and signs and showing were everywhere and coming thick and fast.
In some ways the footage may be less interesting to you as a viewer... less sharp or engaging, but it is a part of my story and I'll share it as part of my testimony of what was once done to me.
There is one segment of footage that is mostly 'body memories' being replayed. So if you're attention span is limited, you'll probably get the most bang for your buck by watching that segment, time stamps below.
Times stamps:
00:10 Intro
14:07 Integration, jaw tension, talking
38:09 Body memories - force feeding & narrating
01:05:01 Talking, integration, 'your fault'
01:08:06 Talking, the terrace 1
01:35:27 Talking, the terrace 2
01:46:59 Zombie walk
01:47:25 closing notes and observations
WARNING: In this video I use footage of my body memories in which I was reliving being raped as a child, also I started having recollections of a girl who was murdered alongside me, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
CAUTION: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
RESOURCES:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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The best HACK for an ABUSER to earn salvation & how it applies to my covert-narcissistic-witch-EX
In this video, I describe the easiest 'hack' and 'shortcut' for one that needs to and wants to earn #Salvation
The pack has been unleashed on the other side, and souls carrying the parasitic darkness are being flayed out of existence - NOW. The darkening cannot be allowed to spread any further.
In the coming years, so too shall the Pack be unleashed on THIS side, in the physical world.
In short, a FALLEN - one of those who has willingly bonded with the parasitic-darkness-taken-form, must engage with the #SacramentOfForgiveness .... they MUST heroically DO THE RIGHT THING and RECLAIM their humanity...
To do so is the surest way, their best hope of avoiding soul flaying. And the sooner it is done, in these end of days, the more it is counted and weighed.
To illustrate this point, I reference the situation with my #covertnarcissist EX, this stealer of life-force and of children.... This is how she may be saved. Although of course - I will not be holding my breath.
In order to fight evil and those bonded with it, it's very simple:
* get up from the table, walk away from the board-game, refuse to play the zero sum game.
* assert boundary
* speak truth
* allow consequence
Other videos connected to this topic:
Sacrament of forgiveness: https://youtu.be/gsCMKnU-3sE
A message to the fallen: https://youtu.be/aHZp0soK4ro
Soul Flaying: https://youtu.be/qSPU9XVbg4E
Links to images of pdf-email correspondence between myself and the first solicitor:
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/firstSolicitor1.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/firstSolicitor2.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/firstSolicitor3.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/firstSolicitor4.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/my-response-firstSolicitor1.1.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/my-response-firstSolicitor2.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/my-response-firstSolicitor3.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/12/my-response-firstSolicitor4.png
To Love
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To do the right thing, no matter the cost
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THE OLD WAYS: WarDance, battle frenzy, ANIMAL possession, Right Hand of God
AHHOOAHHH MEN
Sunday 4th Dec 2022, 0900 Wardance.... I will admit, it was a cold one, biting wind, low temperature and sea temp starting to drop now aswell.
The practice is as much about simply moving and letting go of conscious direction as it is any particular movement pattern...
As well as embracing the elements and signs of the living world around you...
Ultimately none of it matters, as when you give yourself up fully and allow your animal aspect to possess you completely, when the red mist and berserker rage overcomes you, when time seems to slow.... you are far beyond conscious thought - you become as the right hand of the AllFather and an instrument of His divine RAGE...
At 19 minutes in some foam hit the camera.... so the picture is a bit less clear from that point!
Songs:
00:10 JVLA - such a whore
03:00 If I had a heart - fever Ray
06:30 Spirit Bird - Xavier Rudd
13:40 We are family - Georgia Palmer
19:25 If I had a heart - fever Ray (rope)
23:30 Running up that hill - Placebo (ball of light)
28:30 Helvegen - Wardruna (spear/staff)
34:41 Me and Mine - the brothers bright
37:30 How you like me now - The heavy
40:46 Earth Melodies - Ekaterina Shelehova
43:20 Ghost love score - Night wish
53:45 Inside - Stiltskin
To Love
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To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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An example of the 'river' bringing culminating endings AND new beginnings and clarity...
Dear Men
A gentler video, a somewhat meandering share of what has been going on for me on a personal level over the last few weeks...
It's been a time of culmination and change, and of a new chapter beginning....
It felt good to sit on old ground, and reclaim it from the witch who has stolen so much from me...
I share about:
* My journey of remembering of CSA and ritualistic abuse and how the remarkable two year process began and ended with the murder of a girl I loved as a boy, one when I was five and a half, another when I was around the age of twelve....
* the latest machinations and attempts to provoke me by my covert-narcissistic ex... who attempted to access my email account and unsuccessfully tried to use her solicitor as a means of provoking a response from me in light of her 'success' in court against me and against my sons.... and how even though on paper she has 'won' - that really this miserable creature is desperate for contact and confirmation and supply... And how yet again - she undoes herself.
* My saying goodbye romantically to a remarkable woman who has been there this last year and who has loved me and supported me so beautifully as I have her... and the blessing that is our gentle parting of ways while honouring each other and wishing each other happiness despite the sadness and heartbreak of it...
* And how... In coming to remember my story and the loss of one I loved like no other seemingly so long ago... and that I will wait for her now, and no longer unconsciously seek her face every where that I look, that I will follow the unfolding path, and that I trust in due time the great river will bring us together once again, as it has in so many lifetimes before.
To Love
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To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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ARTICLE: Paedophiles know disassociation, do YOU?
AHHHOOo MEN!
In THIS VIDEO, I share and discuss my thoughts on an ESSENTIAL reading blog article!
https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html
IF you wish to consider yourself a TRUE MAN, IF you wish to be considered SACRED PROTECTOR... well then by God you better be informed about the most terrible symptom of the evil that besets this world.
Those disgusting and depraved Paedophiles those who the baying pack wait for on the 'other side' once they pass over....
This article discusses how 'sophisticated paedophiles' understand how to intentionally invoke disassociation in their child victims!
Do you have friends? know Parents? Teachers? Police? Judges? Well then share the article which is linked above with them! To be forewarned is to be forearmed.... and certainly the system NEEDS to come to understand such phenomena more deeply so I children can be safe and be avenged!
There is NO middle ground with such matters, a passive stance makes YOU complicit in the state of things.
I also offer my own hard won learnings and insights in this video to compliment the generally excellent article.
Slides and time stamps:
Slide 1: 05:13
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Slide 2: 09:27
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Slide 3: 15:22
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Slide 4: 21:04
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Slide 6: 35:18
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Slide 9: 50:11
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Slide 11: 57:42
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I also mention a former Scotland Yard police officer who was told to stop his investigation into high level paedophile rings in the UK, this man - being a man of integrity handed his notice in and since has been working independently to raise awareness of just how deep this rot goes! The man is called Jon Wedger, his facebook page is: https://www.facebook.com/protectchildren
and I suggest searching for his content on alternative media.
To Love
To Protect
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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RESOURCES:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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How I said goodbye to my 'brothers' for the last time. Why they are 'dead to me.'
OhhhAAA MEN!
In this video, I share the last email correspondence between myself and my back stabbing, paedophile supporting and pathetic former brothers of blood.
Times stamps:
00:00:10 - 08:40 intro
08:40 - Laura K Connell slide 1
14:05 - Laura K Connell slide 2
18:23 - Laura K Connell slide 3
18:50 - email burning bridges 1 of 4
26:52 - email burning bridges 2 of 4
34:11 - email burning bridges 3 of 4
38:44 - email burning bridges 4 of 4
43:41 final rant and wrap up
A link to Laura K Connell's post that I reference from instagram, regarding the tendency of siblings to often turn against the one who takes the brunt of the abuse in order to protect them: https://www.instagram.com/p/CisKl-4uD0h/
Links to the emails between these former brothers and me:
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/zburn1.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/zburn2.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/zburn3.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/zburn4.png
I refuse to enable the SAME kind of weak behaviour that meant I was never believed or protected as a child suffering CSA and ritualistic abuse..
there is NO middle ground with such abuse, EITHER you are on the side of the abuse survivor and AGAINST the violator, OR you are FOR the violator and AGAINST the victim..
It is horribly common that when the main victim of abuse within an unhealthy family system speaks out, that everyone turns against them...
IF I seem harsh or bitter consider this, that I am rejecting the very same behaviour that to such a huge extent made the abuse that I once suffered possible in the first place... these so called 'good people' who do nothing - or who turn against victims are almost as guilty as the perps themselves.
I will NOT tolerate such people in my life, certainly not when they are of the same blood, and certainly NOT when I suffered so horrifically to protect them, and when they cannot even offer a modicum of support now we are adults and they are relatively safe... they failed the test of time.. they failed me and themselves..
I hope if you are another survivor, that you take resolve from this video, in cutting away those toxic family members that enable and excuse such horrific abuse.
To Love
To Protect
To Lead by example
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
The oldest of our Sacred Laws: The blood of the innocent shall NOT be defiled.
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RESOURCES:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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The frog and the scorpion and the fundamental nature of ALL abusers
Greetings MEN
In this video.... as I'm walking around with my feet all exposed to the general public!?!?!
I share a story about the scorpion and the frog (which I'm sure you've heard before)
The point being as they drown - the Scorpion says "it's my nature to sting"
It can be so difficult, to come to see abusers for what they are, that fundamentally they are almost a different species, they just don't operate in the same way as normal humans do.. Although they think we are the same as them.... while also being weak for allowing them to do what they do to us (they're just better at it).
Fundamentally when you dig down deep enough in EVERY abuser... you find narc like tendancies at their core.... the surest and easiest hack to come and understand such monsters - is to study up on narcissism and covert narcissism as deeply as you can, including the spiritual aspect of such abuse.
As we come to understand them for what they are, so we come to know right action in the face of their machinations.... and so in taking right action - so we are more able to heal and recover and be protected from such abuse.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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My journey and remembering of CSA #9: The night and the day after the second treatment
Dear Men and Women
Part 9 in my journey and remembering of CSA, stuff starts getting 'out there' - in the footage you see my 'first round/layer' (of many) replaying a gestalt that I came to call "the last Breaking"...
Please watch #1, #2, #3 etc.. before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.
In this video I describe what happened after the second treatment completed - throughout the evening, I then share footage of a somatic process I had in the morning on my own on the living room floor while not under the influence of any substance, I then go over the notes I took on that footage... finally describing what happened on my drive home later that Sunday and upon reaching home.
It's a really big moment to share, thus the longer video as it transitions from the treatment to me being able to process this stuff on my own, which by God made it easier to do so without the interference and high jacking of the so called facilitator.
03:31 The evening after the 2nd MDMA treatment
24:21 Sunday morning somatic process footage
1:09:00 Notes taken about Sundays somatic process
1:23:52 Sunday drive back and the evening at home
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from after my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child by several invisible adults, also I started having recollections of a girl who was murdered alongside me, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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Confronting a lying vulnerable narcissist about infidelity.
Howya MEN!
In this video.... Im going to share some correspondence between myself and the wicked witch (covert/vulnerable narcissist) that IS my Ex.
This correspondence is from a few weeks after I escaped her after it became painfully and UNavoidably clear what exactly she was, and how she'd actually been abusing me throughout our almost 9 year relationship... most grievously the last couple of years of our relationship while she had been covertly abusing me while I had been reliving on a daily basis, previously repressed memories of being raped and tortured throughout my childhood.
I am sharing this for a couple of reasons....
First and foremost, the societies in which we live, the abusers that surround us - do everything they can to stop us speaking out and exposing our abusers and those who enable them for what they are.... I hope that in my sharing of my story of woe, that you feel inspired to likewise speak out! This is a huge part of saving the world... by exposing such monsters for what they are.
And secondly... I have a deep understanding of narcs and abusers in general... and I hope that my sharing of my story AND 'dissecting' the correspondence around my challenging my disgusting and reprehensible ex about her multiple infidelities, may act as an educational and supportive resource for you as a viewer.
In case the screenshots edited into the video footage are too small for you to read - I'll post links to them below:
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/telegram-sean-witch.png
* https://wolf-pack.com/wp-content/uploads/2022/11/witch-email-infidelity.png
(At some point in the future, I'm going to release ALL of our correspondence for full reference, including her lies in the court applications and solicitor emails, I have nothing to hide and nothing to lose. BRING IT ON!!!!!!)
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My journey and remembering of CSA #8: MDMA assisted therapy 2.6 (of 2.6)
Dear Men and Women
well thank god, we got there - the last episode of the second MDMA treatment.... the last time I'll have to look at the forsaken facilitator in quite some time.....
It really has been a process in itself, watching this footage and seeing the actions of the facilitator with fresh eyes.... again at the end of the recorded footage, I do breakdown at the end...
And..... I'm excited, now the really crazy stuff can start getting published, the majority of which I process on my own and without interference of another... In the coming episodes after this, the girl.... the sacrifice.... my mind shattering, and so on....
Please watch #1, #2, #3 etc.. before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.
In this video I share the 6th and final segment from my second MDMA treatment. In the footage you can see in particular the language patterns used by the abuser evolving in a very practised and alarming manner... My body acting as some kind of somatic audio recorder.. Replaying the words of those also around me while also reanimating what they physically did to me as a five and a half year old boy.
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child by several invisible adults, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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To seek truth, no matter how terrible
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
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My journey and remembering of CSA #7: MDMA assisted therapy 2.5 (of 2.6)
Dear MEN and WOMEN, thankyou for being on this journey with me
(Please watch #1, #2, #3 etc.. before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.)
In this video I share the 5th, 55minute segment from my second MDMA treatment. In the footage you can see in particular the language patterns used by the abuser evolving in a very practised and alarming manner... My body acting as some kind of somatic audio recorder.. Replaying the words of those also around me while also reanimating what they physically did to me as a five and a half year old boy.
As you watch this, I ask you to observe me, and to observe the facilitator... for bonus points - jot down notes as the footage continues, see what stands out to you of particular note.
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child by several invisible adults, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.co... (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/0... (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-p...
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-dam...
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/article...
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDL... (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-G... (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceW...
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B... (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
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TRUTH: 3 ways to find it | the FEELING of TRUTH | How to BECOME truth.
Dear MEN
In this video, I discuss some principles and pitfalls one should consider.... when developing their relationship to truth..
We live in a society that actively conditions us to overly rely on our mind and an unhealthy, rigid and immature sense of identity...
Are you willing to CHOOSE truth over your career, your family, your life itself?
You MUST, if you are to come to behold it fully.
As MAN, to once again be worthy of your most important charge - as SacredProtector..
So you MUST become truth, so you MUST become CONSEQUENCE, so you MUST become SACRED LAW...
The OldWays are returning brothers.... its time to become true once again.
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
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My journey and remembering of CSA #6: MDMA assisted therapy 2.4 (of 2.6)
Hello men and women!
Please watch #1, #2, #3 etc.. before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.
In this video I share the 4th 55minute segment from my second MDMA treatment. In the footage you can see in particular the language patterns used by the abuser evolving in a very practised and alarming manner... My body acting as some kind of somatic audio recorder.. Replaying the words of those also around me while also reanimating what they physically did to me as a five and a half year old boy.
In this footage, I also stop protecting the image of someone who has directly betrayed me, and contributed to my children being stolen from me, and them being abused by a covert Narc... From this point forward, I will no longer be protecting the names or images of those who have betrayed me or abused me - in the sharing of previously recorded footage of my journey of remembering.
There's important points to take onboard.. as a potential taker of medicine.. as a facilitator of medicinal journeys... as generally as a normal person and as a survivor of abuse...
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child by several invisible adults, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
Narcissism resources:
* https://thedawnrehab.com/blog/the-damage-caused-by-covert-incest/
* https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/emotional-incest
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWUDLnMfH7Y (mind games and tactics of female narc)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rzD-GZBTQVI (narcissistic pseudo spirituality)
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JpceWp2-56c
* https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nqr7B6nhilg (how to break the spiritual bond with a narc)
To do the right thing, no matter the cost
To seek truth, no matter how terrible
Like the video! Even if you don't, it helps with YouTube Algorithm, comment your thoughts below (I will answer any questions in videos at a later date), subscribe and activate notifications (the small bell).
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My journey and remembering of CSA #5: MDMA assisted therapy 2.3 (of 2.6)
Hello men and women!
Please watch #1, #2 and #3 before this, #1 in particular covers a lot of points around the medicine and preparation and so on.
In this video I share the 3rd 55minute segment from my second MDMA treatment. In the footage you can see in particular the language patterns used by the abuser evolving in a very practised manner... My body acting as some kind of somatic audio recorder.. Replaying the words of those also around me.
This footage feels particularly exposing due to some of the positions I'm moved into, and also due to my tongue sticking out - which I remember from the original re-experiencing, I had to learn to do so I didn't choke while being raped in my mouth.
(please note this footage was originally recorded 2 years ago, and at the time of initially re-experiencing it, I was aware that I was under 10 years old. I came to understand that my most accurate age sense was that I was actually a 5 and a half year old boy when these events occurred, while we lived in Africa as ExPats)
WARNING: In this video I use footage from my second treatment in which I was reliving being raped as a child by several invisible adults, some may find the content triggering or upsetting, proceed accordingly.
Caution: I am NOT a health professional, and before undertaking any therapy of any description please consult with a therapist AND do LOTS of your own research (inside AND outside of societally prescribed boxes), some resources are provided below.
Resources:
* MAPS.org (website for Multidisciplinary Association for Psychedelic Studies, they also have a podcast)
* www.reddit.com/r/mdmatherapy/ (an excellent subreddit in which you can get any question answered surrounding MDMA assisted therapy)
* Book: "The Body Keeps the Score" by Bessel van der Kolk
* Book: "Waking the tiger" by Peter Levine
* Book: "Healing Trauma" by Peter Levine
* Book: "The language of emotions" by Karla MacKlaren
* Book: "When the body says no" by Gabor Mate
* Book: "The body remembers" by Babette Rothschild
* Book: "Ancestral medicine" by Daniel Foor
* https://thedirtiestsecret.blogspot.com/2008/08/pedophiles-know-dissociationdo-you.html (a horrifying aspect of CSA which we ALL need to be informed about)
* https://csasurvivors.home.blog/2020/01/10/the-false-memory-myth-memory-repression/ (excellent blog covering most aspects of CSA)
* https://larrysanger.org/2019/12/why-pedophilia-is-evil/
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The beauty and importance of CONSENT, and what becomes possible when it is most deeply honoured!
Good Men and Good women!!
In this video, I discuss the important topic of #Consent and how essential it is for true intimacy and healing and love.
I share some from my personal story, including attending a workshop called #gettingconsciouswithKINK ran by an amazing man called Seani Fool... A ritual around consent my main takeaway..
I talk of the heavy responsibility we as men bear for the safety and wellbeing of those women we are intimate with.
I talk about the duty and responsibility, that is the handmaiden of CONSENT... (this ain't no new age, woke and impotent kinda waffle I promise).
I talk about the price to be paid of an act of violation, and why it is a more severe crime than taking another's life - in the eyes of They who created us.
This can transform you intimate relationship. Whether you be man OR woman.
I also talk of some of the dangers and pitfalls, how dark triad sorts (such as narcs) might use your decency against you!
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